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lostlizz 
3:50pm, June 28, 2009
SO IVE BEEN GONE FOR A LITTLE WHILE MY DEPPRESSION HAS GOTTEN WORSE AND I STOPPED TAKING MY MEDS ALLTOGETHER IT SUCKS I JUST HATE LIFE ALL TOGETHER I MEAN I KNOW I MIGHT BE OVER REACTING BUT I JUST FEEL HOPELESS AND WHEN I USED TO LOOK FORWARD TO ALL MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS ON DS NOW I JUST CANT EVEN ADMIT TO ALL OF THEM IVE JUST GOTTEN WORSE. IM REALLY SORRY TO MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY I KNOW IVE ALIENATED MOST OF YOU BUT I CANT HIDE THE PAIN AS WELL AS I USED TO. IM TERRIFIED TO GO BACK TO WORK, BECAUSE I MIGHT LOSE IT AND CRY IN FRONT OF EVERYONE OR CHEW SOMEONES HEAD OFF. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO BUT MAN I WISH THIS WOULD GO AWAY MORE THAN ANY THING ELSE INTHE WORLD. IJUST WANT TO BE A GOOD MOMMY.
