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Open Heart Attack

I had my heart attack when I was 39 and the doctors almost killed me with way to many drugs. i reversed my heart desease to that of an athelete by using a rife machine and eating healthy and exercising

Open Breakups & Divorce

I seem to always get with the wrong men. I realize now that I am out of money that they only wanted me for money or sex. I am tired of being used. Now that my money is gone and I wont have sex I am alone

Treatments

Forgiveness Not Working

I am tired of always forgiving and then letting these people back in my life so they can hurt me again

Leave Working / Worked

It is good to be out of abusive relationships

Love Working / Worked

love cures everything

Music Working / Worked

I love music it has helped me alot

Pets Working / Worked

my dogs are my best friends and I dont think I would be alive without them

Psychotherapy Working / Worked

this is very helpful

Reading Working / Worked

the more educated I get on this subject the better I am about making choices on who I choose in my life

Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked

my biological family only hurt me more so I have adopted friends as my family

Support Groups Working / Worked

It is very good to feel you are not alone

Talking Working / Worked

talk therapy is the best, it is way better than pills

Time Working / Worked

time really does cure many things as long as I stay safe

Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Partner/Spouse

left for the secretary

Treatments

Crying Working / Worked

crying helps me release strong emotions

Getting Angry Working / Worked

this helps with keeping me safe and letting go

Grief Counseling Working / Worked

this is very helpful

Helping Others Working / Worked

I love this one because I dont have to think about my problems. I am not as bad off as some

Keeping Busy Working / Worked

Las Vegas strip is great for this one

Music Working / Worked

I love this one, music heals

Pets Working / Worked

my dogs are my best friends and I would be dead without them

Poetry Working / Worked

this is a great way to express myself

Prayer Working / Worked

God and my angels love me

Psychotherapy Working / Worked

it is good to have someone that understands and wants to help

Reading Working / Worked

always learning new things makes me keep moving forward

Remembering Working / Worked

thinking of good and bad times keeps me safe

Scrapbooking Working / Worked

remembering how good life was

Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked

I have some great friends and family members

Support Groups Working / Worked

it is nice to know I am not alone

Talking Working / Worked

it is good to get things out and not hold things in and be able to tell the truth

Time Working / Worked

time does cure

Open Burns

I am 46 years old and I was burned by acid when i was 16 months old on my face and leg. I had many surgeries as a child.

Open Depression

I have sufferd with depression since I was a small child. i was burned when i was a baby

Treatments

Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked

Meditation Working / Worked

Paxil Not Working

this is a dangerous drug

Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful

it hard to be positve when i miss my child

Psychotherapy Working / Worked

Seroquel Not Working

this is a very dangerous drug, it caused me to have a heart attack at the age of 39, it almost killed me

Trazodone Working / Worked

this med is a nightmare

Writing Working / Worked

it feels good to write things out

Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

I was burned by acid when I was 16 months old. I had many surgeries as a child. I was always physically and mentally torchered. My grandfather was the doc for area 51 so I spent alot of my time in the gov hospital. I saw and heard alot of horrible things. I also was abused by my ex. then I was beaten and raped. Then I was poisoned by the docs. To many meds

Treatments

Art Working / Worked

I like to quilt draw paint. it helps when I am not depressed and i want to do it

EMDR Not Working

I did not like this, it was to scarey. It brought out things I was suppose to forget

Guided Imagery Working / Worked

I have been doing this since I was a small child. It helps me get out of bad places even though I cant move

Music Working / Worked

this is a must

Paxil Not Working

caused me to have a heart attack

Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful

it is hard for me to tell the truth about what really happened to me

Rape Counseling Working / Worked

thank god for angels

Reading Working / Worked

it is always good tolearn new things

Seroquel Not Working

this is deadly stuff

Serzone Not Working

very dangerous stuff

Supportive Care Considering

I know I need support

Talking Working / Worked

this is one of my favorites, it is just hard for me to tell the truth about some things, its to scarey to even think about it but it keeps coming back in nightmares and flashbacks

Open Loneliness

I was in a abusive relationship for years and now I am afraid to let anyone close to me. I dont want to get hurt again

Open Physical & Emotional Abuse

I have been in some very bad relationships. I was married for 16 years and my ex mentally abused me. He love porn and the stripper bars. He had to have pron evry night. He never communicated with me. Then I went with a physical abuser. I tried to get away from me but he took my heart meds and would put more in my food so I was wasted and then he would rape me for hours. Then he would say he had to drug me to control me. He physically hit me many times as well

Treatments

Abuse Counseling Working / Worked

my therapists said my ex was the most dangerous man she had ever met and she had worked in prisons

Art Working / Worked

I love to make quilts, it quiets my mind and I feel good about making my family blankets

Divorce Working / Worked

I thought I would die when he ran off with his secretary but I know it was for the best because he was a emotional abuser

Forgiveness Working / Worked

fooorgive but I wont forget. I wont let abusers back in my life

Group Therapy Working / Worked

this is a good one at least I know I am not alone and people help with good ideas

Leave Working / Worked

that was the scarests because he said he would kill me. but I got away

Music Working / Worked

I love music therapy the davinci method works

Psychotherapy Working / Worked

I had lots of this, they helped me alot

Talking Working / Worked

this is great, It helps to get it out

Open Healthy Relationships

I was married for 16 years to my high school sweet heart. I have been single since 2001. I have dated and thought I was close to marrage a few times.

Treatments

Patience Working / Worked

Talking Working / Worked

Writing Working / Worked

Open Incest Survivors

My friend that is living with me told about her father harming her and then other young members of her family came forward with terrible sex storeis about their father