shaz5980's Journal

Well I have finally spent a whole week at home. I had forgotten what it was like, with so much happening at once. The best part is I have started to do some of my craft work including quilting. It keeps my mind from wandering and my hands busy.

I am praying that my son can get my car going as I will need it for next week's market in Whyalla. If it isnt then I will miss this months and the things made for fathers day can be for Xmas.

It is 6.30pm here and I am ready to go to bed. I am lucky if my body lasts till 8pm these days, it is going to take a few more weeks for my body to recover from this months running around for the rest of the family. The only advantage is that I am getting up by 10am just to start all over again.

I hate how this tiredness makes all my chronic pain worse and all my flashback and nightmares get worse. Those are the breaks. I hold onto the hope that by this time next year my court case will be over and my husband and I will be able to travel a little bit to see this wonderful country Australia. I have only seen 2 states but really want to check out the Northern Territory.

My children will have to deal with their problems on their own and we can just take one day at a time and slowly travel from destination to destination. Wow what a dream, I need to make this a goal.