shaz5980's Journal

With all the stress and that last week I though my pain level would go up while I was doing it.WRONG I have been home for 2 days now and woke up this morning with anything that could hurt doing so. My sciatica, massive migrane, my shoulder and all of my arthiritis sites. My back even locked before I got out of bed and it took 2 hours for me to achieve getting out of bed.

I dont get it??? Surely the pains should have eased not got worse. I understand the migraine as once you relax it can trigge one. I am at loss to understand it, I have had morphin, tremal,panadol (for the fever) and valium to try and relax. I will not take anymore as this is too much for liking already. It is at tis time I would have suicidal thoughts due to being a burden to my family with all this pain and suffering. Not this time I have to survive to get my abuser charged and give him back all the blame that I have been carrying for years. So if 1 of you can help I would appreciate it. Thank you in adbance Sharon