Journal Entry for July 12, 2009
here i thought i had a new friend,,,,,someone i could hang out with,,,,but sure as shit,,,when i told her about my health issues,,,never heard from …
about me, , , , now this is a toughy, , my name is scott , , 6'3", , , 215 pds, , and uglier then a mud fence in a rain storm, , , , , , been fighting the health problems for over 20 years, , , within the last year or so, , has gotten worst, , , depression really set in bad oct of 07, , , , , now that has been a battle in a half, , got it almost completely under control with meds, , have a new home out in the county and a new truck, , , no neighbors real close, , , but close enough
about me, , , , now this is a toughy, , my name is scott , , 6'3", , , 215 pds, , and uglier then a mud fence in a rain storm, , , , , , been fighting the health problems for over 20 years, , , within the last year or so, , has gotten worst, , , depression really set in bad oct of 07, , , , , now that has been a battle in a half, , got it almost completely under control with meds, , have a new home out in the county and a new truck, , , no neighbors real close, , , but close enough
hunting fishing, , 4 wheelers, , camping , , , just plain love to be outside, , walking through the woods on a cool fall day, , , , , nothing like grilling a steak out on the grille, , , and sitting on the deck in the evening watching mother nature at her finest
hunting fishing, , 4 wheelers, , camping , , , just plain love to be outside, , walking through the woods
here i thought i had a new friend,,,,,someone i could hang out with,,,,but sure as shit,,,when i told her about my health issues,,,never heard from …
i know its been a long time writing,,,,been real busy,,,,,running a high temp right now and don't know why,,,nothing directly hurts,,,,maybe i …
i know it has been a long time since i have been on here in a long time,,,been on facebook a lot,,plus been so damn busy,,it is funny,,,run into kim …
well been another rough day,,,,,,,,karen and i had lunch again today,,,,,always fun to be around here,,,helped get her yard cut yesterday,,,,,,we …
feel just plain miserable today,,,remicade has wore off,,,feel like crawling up in a corner and dieing,,,,,damn i feel rough,,,,,
HOW BAD WAS THE DAMAGE?
hey doll i hope ur doing well :)
MWAH!!!
Hey there puddin , hope your doing good, havnt heard from you in a while, so maybe thats because, your spending time with someone,LOL, which i hope thats it, or it could be that your down, i hope not, you dont deserve it, let me know the latest, yes im very nosey, lol
Thank you handsome! YOu too!
have had chrones for about 20 years
guess everything started real bad and came to the surface about oct of 07,,,,
been devorced for to long
been a long time since devorce