tarahv's Journal

Getting to work this summer was easy and it kept me busy enough not to notice some of the bad going around me. I made enough money to get an apartment and then my brother's medical bills came in. Medicaid can only cover so much and for that I am thankful. We had to use all of our money to pay some of the bill, we've been making minimum payments and at times now we have missed a payment or 2. Life is hard but I guess if it wasn't than it wouldn't be worth fighting for. I am glad to be back on here, I missed being on this site. What I get here I don't think I can get it somewhere else. I have been reading about zen, meditation and a whole new way of looking and living my life. Today is columbus day and yet its one of those holidays that don't feellike a holiday,most holidays have special things to do on it, have decorations, costumes...you name it, this is a boring holiday.Nothing to do but wait for the day to go by.