I am 25, married, and trying to get on my feet and on with my life. I'm ready to heal the inside and the outside. I'm looking for friends...people that I can relate to. I believe you should never take anything for granted. You never know when it will be your last day on earth. I love to read, sing, photography, and spend time with my family and friends.
I am 25, married, and trying to get on my feet and on with my life. I'm ready to heal the inside and the outside. I'm looking for friends...people that I can relate to. I believe you should never take anything for granted. You never know when it will be your last day on earth. I love to read, sing, photography, and spend time with my family and friends.
Singing; reading; photography; making videos; scrapbooking; beading...
Singing; reading; photography; making videos; scrapbooking; beading...
August 15, 2008 2:32am
i really do feel good. i had a lot of laughs tonight with hubby and my other friends and i actually felt like getting out my cards and studying!!
August 12, 2008 1:43pm
i can't keep doing this to myself. why am i worried over something that's probably so minor even my doctor isn't worried about it? i …
August 9, 2008 3:32pm
I feel much better today. I finally got some rest and I feel a little more at peace with this thing. Since its so lowgrade and its not being done …
July 13, 2008 11:06pm
Its a feeling of hopelessness. The title just sums it up. You feel like there is no other escape but deep down inside, you know its not the answer. I …
hi ya sis its me, just wishing a happy thanksgiving give dex a hug from all of us, god bless and take care
hi sis april, how are you doing, hope you are well, talk to later, tell dex hi
im better thank you, how bout yourself hows the studying coming along, i finally got all the bs finacial aide stuff cleared and recieved finally the nonfilers tax form from the irs, so its all done i should be getting my check by next week, so how are you feeling better
what diabetes shit i got bothe the diabetes and aniexity and a dam panic and my kiddos are out of control, and my bf to top tht of is being a boho baby, so anyhow took 100 milagrams of xanax should be ok in a few lol, man it must be the dang moon cuz my kids have never been this hyper, fighting yelling and like non stop bickering, went to santa fe and bought me, a couple of new outfits for school, went to ross, we had to leave cuz man there were so many kids screaming i couldnt stand it today, im usually like ah its ok there small, by the time i left i felt like telling the moms will you please shut your kids up, thats bad, so we left went to eat and i bought a homeless man a burger to eat to, so i feel better, and it must be the moon, anyhow im doing better gonna help the kiddos with homeworkd now, oh yeah got the fincial aide fixed so by next week i will get the grant ediots earsed my application, good thing i had my proof of elegiblity, they didnt even put the school code, it was lost in thin air, anyhow talk to you soon im calm now xanax kicked in, lol, i usually take that much at night to help me sleep last night was the first night in 5 days that i actually slept, and terry had to keep calling every 3hrs to see if i was up, didnt even here the dang telephone, and it was write under my butt lol, thats how good i was sleeping, anyhow call me or ill call you do you have minutes...
hope your well sorry i missed your call, was gonna call you back but i forgot the number at home and i was in town, hows the study coming along oh are you still at walmart,.
Progress
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I've been dealing with this sense the age of five. I obsessivly worry and I do embarrassing rituals thinking if i don't something horrible will happen.
I grew up in a negative enviromnet and i guess that's where i get the wrong mindset from. i have a lot of regrets because of my past..i madea lot of bad decisions. i work in a negatve enviroment too so that doesn't help. I'm not taking meds anymore because i'm trying to have a baby and not rely on drugs to help me heal.
In 30,000 dollars in debt. This includes student loans (mostly) and a few credit cards and loans. Most have already went into collections and my phone rings off the hook. But I can't pay them and I really don't want to go bankruptcy because i heard too many horror stories.
Abused by caregiver from childhood physically/emotionally/mentally/sexually(cousin).
Been shy all my life. I have trouble getting into relationships. I always wondered if its maybe because of the relationship i've had with my mother during my childhood...well all my life.(it wasn't good)
Not sure if this is what i have. I've endured mental and emotional abuse from my mother since i was a child and i still relive those moments.
I'm 220 lbs, 25, and sick of feeling/looking this way. I've come up with diets that don't work and i'm about to choose a "juice" diet that I heard works. I just wanna feel/look better.
I was raped two years ago and when I was checked out by my gyno I was fine. Now I'm having issues that may not even pertain to that. Rape made me a hypochodriac and..turned off if you know what i mean.
Yeah I can only take so much and then BOOM i scream, my bp goes up, and when i'm done the room is a wreck. I have problems dealing with peoples attitudes of today. i'll never be a cashier again because of it. I scream back sometimes.
Basically i've been on and off the pill since i was 15 and its time and i guess i'm fusterated.
Well I don't know if its HPV but i didn't know what group to join.
Three guys. They took turns. This happened two years ago and I had a pap and it was normal. Two years later its not. Terrified.
