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louisanna6 
3:42am, November 20, 2009
I'm feeling pretty unstable. We finished moving. I survived that. But college is freaking 7 days away! Only 7 days... I haven't really had the space to deal with the reality of leaving. I've been trying to survive the moment. On general that has been a bigger challenge than anyone can really deal with. I feel nervous and scared. I'm not gonna know anyone. All the support I've had this summer from friends is gonna be spread around the state. I'll have no home to picture. I kinda know what the ramona house looks like, I've been there three times. But I really won't know what my home life will be like. I really can't even imagine it...
I'm scared. I know college will be good. But I'm still scared. I miss having a state of normal. Ahhhhhh.
I need to go listen to some music. I gotta find some peace...
I'm scared. I know college will be good. But I'm still scared. I miss having a state of normal. Ahhhhhh.
I need to go listen to some music. I gotta find some peace...
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Hey! Well college starts for me in 11 days... It's such a surreal feeling, knowing that I'm gonna be living in a completely new place so soon. I think everyone has a sense of anxiety when it comes to this. Stay strong, be yourself, and don't be afraid to put yourself out there. Good luck and I can't wait to hear how it goes! Hugs,
-FS :)
fluteserenity
Hey! Well college starts for me in 11 days... It's such a surreal feeling, knowing that I'm gonna be living in a completely new place so soon. I think everyone has a sense of anxiety when it comes to this. Stay strong, be yourself, and don't be afraid to put yourself out there. Good luck and I can't wait to hear how it goes! Hugs,
-FS :)
fluteserenity