Journal Entry for October 30, 2009
October 30, 2009 2:18am
and even when we turn our backs and walk out of each other's lives I'll always know there is one guy who understood me, even if it was just …
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louisanna6
3:42am Friday
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About Me
louisanna6
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About Me
I just can't find the words to say what I am. I can't find the thoughts to say who I am. If you know me you'd say i think through my days. If you know me you'd say that's my only way. I think all the time without reason or rhyme. I think all the time in hope to survive, but i fail.
I just can't find the words to say what I am. I can't find the thoughts to say who I am. If you know me you'd say i think through my days. If you know me you'd say that's my only way. I think all the time without reason or rhyme. I think all the time in hope to survive, but i fail.
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Music, Disney, Philosophy, Psychology
Music, Disney, Philosophy, Psychology
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October 21, 2009 3:25am
my life is fucking bizarre.
I trust this kid. He is good for me. But i feel really crappy about it right now. It was such a big deal to me. I …
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7days
August 14, 2009 11:59pm
I'm feeling pretty unstable. We finished moving. I survived that. But college is freaking 7 days away! Only 7 days... I haven't really had the space …
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happy march...
March 4, 2009 1:02am
I went for a walk today. Walks are for therapy. I generally reserve them for my moments of highest confusion.
I was oddly introspective. I …
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Rainbow
i am hangin by a prayer ok have a great day!!
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I’m With You
Hey, hows it going? My classes started today... :P Hope alls well. Many hugs,
~FS xoxo
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Wow, leaving the state, what state are you going to? Hopefully not Virginia....its just such a push from Calif...I miss it..not the traffic but everything else Your dad sounds like an enabler. You sound real mature...You know that forgiving her not even to her face isn't for her, its for you...I held a grudge against my mom for so much emotional neglect, but when I grew older I let it go so I could be the mom she wasn't and I am....she wasnt bad, she just cleaned and cleaned...and ignored me....I used to be super needy, now not so much, but went through lots of husbands...I think you need to get rid of toxic relationships blood or not, and dont ever let a man treat you the way she has...using the internet helped me overcome the fatal attractions to LOSERs.... Good luck wherever you end up! Hang in there... MommaJudy ...9 more weeks...you can do it!!!
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Sometimes a hug is better than words that just can't be expressed.
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Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- I chat with my best friend a lot. Its good but I feel like I am imposing some of the time. I talk with my Dad but I have to work really hard not to sound too teenage with him, else he just laughs...
Open Obesity
I've been overweight for as long as I remember. Last August I met DDR and it helped me lose 20 lbs. Its a challenge to keep it off. Plus, I still want to lose a lot more.
Treatments
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked
- I just ditched the super high calorie foods. I researched all my favorite fast food places and made sure to get the low calorie food/ditch the fries.
