Journal Entry for October 30, 2009
and even when we turn our backs and walk out of each other's lives I'll always know there is one guy who understood me, even if it was just …
I just can't find the words to say what I am. I can't find the thoughts to say who I am. If you know me you'd say i think through my days. If you know me you'd say that's my only way. I think all the time without reason or rhyme. I think all the time in hope to survive, but i fail.
I just can't find the words to say what I am. I can't find the thoughts to say who I am. If you know me you'd say i think through my days. If you know me you'd say that's my only way. I think all the time without reason or rhyme. I think all the time in hope to survive, but i fail.
Music, Disney, Philosophy, Psychology
Music, Disney, Philosophy, Psychology
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philosophy is like a drug…
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and even when we turn our backs and walk out of each other's lives I'll always know there is…
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my life is --ing bizarre. I trust this kid. He is good for me. But i feel really crappy about it right…
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this is just crazy…
and even when we turn our backs and walk out of each other's lives I'll always know there is one guy who understood me, even if it was just …
my life is fucking bizarre.
I trust this kid. He is good for me. But i feel really crappy about it right now. It was such a big deal to me. I …
I'm feeling pretty unstable. We finished moving. I survived that. But college is freaking 7 days away! Only 7 days... I haven't really had the space …
I went for a walk today. Walks are for therapy. I generally reserve them for my moments of highest confusion.
I was oddly introspective. I …
Hey, hows it going? My classes started today... :P Hope alls well. Many hugs,
~FS xoxo
Wow, leaving the state, what state are you going to? Hopefully not Virginia....its just such a push from Calif...I miss it..not the traffic but everything else Your dad sounds like an enabler. You sound real mature...You know that forgiving her not even to her face isn't for her, its for you...I held a grudge against my mom for so much emotional neglect, but when I grew older I let it go so I could be the mom she wasn't and I am....she wasnt bad, she just cleaned and cleaned...and ignored me....I used to be super needy, now not so much, but went through lots of husbands...I think you need to get rid of toxic relationships blood or not, and dont ever let a man treat you the way she has...using the internet helped me overcome the fatal attractions to LOSERs.... Good luck wherever you end up! Hang in there... MommaJudy ...9 more weeks...you can do it!!!
Sometimes a hug is better than words that just can't be expressed.
N'oublie jamais que je t'adore beaucoup, mon meilleur amie.
How are you friend?!?!
I've been overweight for as long as I remember. Last August I met DDR and it helped me lose 20 lbs. Its a challenge to keep it off. Plus, I still want to lose a lot more.