Tesla's Journal

I can't do it any more, I can't.  I cannot live with it. I cannot ignore the things that have gone on in my marriage. It isn't normal but because I THOUGHT i loved him so much, I accepted it.  I am so much older, unfortunately, and wiser and I know, it was wrong.  What an asshole.  Where do I go from here?  I don't know.  I just know at this very moment, I am so, alone...so, so alone.