Everyday is different, Every moment is different. I'm eager for something green and fresh. I'm ready to move on and let go. i cried it out last night kinda hit a bottom and bounced back up. I always do. I'm staying more busy now than i have in the past 3 years. its Helping alot. Ughh! If i really broke down my life story year by year its a lot i've had to go through. but i'm figuring out its not that i'm a survivor and still am a good person but i need to be happy. REALLY happy. I have existed for so long but now its time to live even in the face of death with my mother who is the last of family.
I'm starting a transition. I cant wait till my ex is a faded memorie, I cant wait till i'm no longer laid off. I cant wait to meet someone, I cant wait for change POSITIVE CHANGE!!!
I've cried a un godly amount. Trust me. . . i've mourned this break up long enough. I'm ready. i'm finally ready to move on. I have planned my escape and plan to not talk about it at all. just do it. today i feel great.
i'm thankful for everyone on here that has been so great to me and reached out.
its my only support network. Its appreicated






yes, sweet pea! stay in the light! you are a light, yourself - I can see it.
While your mother is ill and needs your help, I wish I could mother you. There are lots of women like me who would love to nurture and mentor you. You stay in the light and stay connected and get connected and reach out and accept help! Blessings ~tb
trailblazer
thank u very much
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