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ChloBoh 
8:15am, October 18, 2009
First of all. I hate my doctor, she is mean.
I'm not going to swear about her. I think that would make it loose all meaning all I have to say about her is she is rude and mean and I am changing doctors, I cannot stand her patronising tone and judgemental comments.
I am going to try and make things better with my mum and try and form some kind of relationship with my brother, we don't really speak but i've realised he is the only person I share blood with. I don't share blood completely with my dad, I share half. I don't share blood with my mum, I share half. But Jack, we both come from that same boat and bloodlines mean alot. Family means alot and I will not grow up out of touch from him, I see it with my mum and her brother and my dad and his brother. I'm not going to do that.
I want to join the RAF. But unfortunatly I think my medical records will beg to differ.
I want to get the courage to leave James, but that is going to take alot of time. I want to get the courage to still be able to cope having him there in some form after he's gone, he'll want to be friends and i'm not going to run away from my problems.
I want to be a teenager. I'm sick of responiblity and maturity, college = regaining my adolescence
I want to be able to live by positive thinking and live by the Van Wilder rule.
"Don't take life too seriously, you'll never get out alive."
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I love the Van Wilder rule, im following that too Clo, you know with the doctor, dont waste your time on her, change your doctor and you will be ok I hope. I like the RAF idea, that is cool and it gives you something to aim for even in time you thought this is not for me. with James, this is big but keep telling yourself how strong you are, college will do you so much good hun, more independent and a chnace to meet more friends and dare i say GUYS LOL. you know i see something with the world at her feet, i know not taht easy to shut the James book but you are the master or shall i say mistress of your destiny and you you can do it. i like the family idea, luckily thats embedded in our culture and i knwo even though id rather live on my own and far away, i love my family and like you said they are blood, get to know your brother, i so feel the biggest bonfd you may ever have is with your brother, let me know how that goes, love you and you are doing great and all HAIL VAN WILDER....i watched that film and thought i so want to be van wilder, im going to download both films now and watch them soon, you will do great, and remember all else you have the best hair ever. so jealous, i sound like a teenage girl, no my hair is better, my hair looks better straight, well my hair looks better curly, that was my teenage years, no they werent, or were they? lol love you.........xxxx
ShazzerInc
Good for you!!!!!!!
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