Blumoray's Journal

It is with so much sheepishness that I write this.  I have been away from DS for months and apologize to those of you who are my friends.   My life has just been to much for me to handle and I wanted to do anything I could for the last couple of months to forget it.

I am no longer pull free.  It tears me up to write that.  I am so disappointed in myself.  Not only for pulling again, but for pulling away from the greatest support I've ever had, you guys.  It's been a rough go the last couple of months.  I've had to deal with a lot of family issues, work issues and some things personally that I'm trying to kick.

Jumping back on DS is a big move for me.  I can't help by cry as I write this because I see  all of the things that I accomplished months ago and all of the good friends that I made....things I walked away from.

If any of you are reading this know that you were in my thoughts while I was away and I'm going to try my hardest to be around more often.