Journal

It is with so much sheepishness that I write this.  I have been away from DS for months and apologize to those of you who are my friends.   My life has just been to much for me to handle and I wanted to do anything I could for the last couple of months to forget it.

I am no longer pull free.  It tears me up to write that.  I am so disappointed in myself.  Not only for pulling again, but for pulling away from the greatest support I've ever had, you guys.  It's been a rough go the last couple of months.  I've had to deal with a lot of family issues, work issues and some things personally that I'm trying to kick.

Jumping back on DS is a big move for me.  I can't help by cry as I write this because I see  all of the things that I accomplished months ago and all of the good friends that I made....things I walked away from.

If any of you are reading this know that you were in my thoughts while I was away and I'm going to try my hardest to be around more often.

It's been over a month since I've been on and I'm sincerely sorry for all that I've missed, but my job has kept me quite busy.  Retail in November and Decemeber if you can imagine.

Despite being away I'm proud to post that I am 238 days pull free :)