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Nusia79 
7:38pm, October 9, 2009
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About Me
Nusia79
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About Me
I am a very strong person. I have been through a lot in my life, but I have tried to keep my head up and move forward. I thought that I was capable of dealing with the abuse I suffered at the hands of my ex-boyfriend...but the last few months have shown me that all I have done is ignore the past and not deal with it. A very special person told me about DS and how much it had helped him. So thought I would give it a try. You can't get help unless you want it, right?
I am a very strong person. I have been through a lot in my life, but I have tried to keep my head up and move forward. I thought that I was capable of dealing with the abuse I suffered at the hands of my ex-boyfriend...but the last few months have shown me that all I have done is ignore the past and not deal with it. A very special person told me about DS and how much it had helped him. So thought I would give it a try. You can't get help unless you want it, right?
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Interests
I aspire to be the best that I can. To love with all my heart and to be open to love. I love to laugh and make other people laugh. My family and friends are very important to me. They are the ones that keep me in check. I love to read, watch movies, dance, listen to music and write.
I aspire to be the best that I can. To love with all my heart and to be open to love. I love to laugh
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Hugbook
Little Love
From Shaner
October 13
I love you Babies, you are my everything. God Bless
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Hug
From Shaner
October 10
I am so happy that you decided that DS has more to offer you. That is great Sweets. Love you more +1 no matter what you say. God Bless
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Little Love
From Shaner
July 19
Hello sweets. I just wanted to remind you that I love you with all my heart and we will get through anything that life throws our way. God Bless my love
Congrats
That is incredible!!!! Congrats honey, I am so happy for the two of you, hugs and love to the both of you!
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Hug
From Shaner
June 9
Hey, I just wanted to tell you that I couldn't do this without you. You make my life so much better. Everything I have gone through and continue to go through is all worth it now that you are in my life. I love you sweets, God Bless
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Support Groups
Close Sexual Abuse
Five years ago I was raped by a boyfriend. He forced himself on me and raped me anally. It was the most painful and humiliating experience of my life. The worst part was that I forgave him and he did it again! This was a person that was supposed to love and care for me...why did he do it?
Treatments
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- I have never been able to tell anyone what I went through, nor was I able to say it out loud. I finally decided that it was time to stop hiding and just tell someone...so I told my current boyfriend. He was amazing and very supportive.
Open Depression
Due to the abuse I endoured, I suffered from depression for a long time. I hid it from everyone. Only my doctor and counsellor were aware. The medication I was on helped, but it was very difficult to stop taking it. I contemplated taking my own life many times...at the time I thought that it would have been better than being depressed all the time.
Treatments
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- Paxil Working / Worked
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Writing Working / Worked
- Getting thoughts down on paper helped a lot. I wasn't able to tell people what had happened, so writing it out helped release some of the pressure that was built up inside.
Open Breakups & Divorce
Growing up I had parents that seemed to not even be able to stand in the same room together for five minutes without ripping into each other. My siblings and I would always ask them to get a divorce. They didn't divorce, but 8 years ago they decided to separate. I never saw my parents steal a hug or kiss...never heard them say "I love you". All I can remember is name calling and hate. I pray that I will never be that way if and when I get married one day. That is my biggest fear.
Treatments
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- I have accepted that my parents will never be loving with each other. Their splitting up had nothing to do with me.
- Music Working / Worked
- Time Working / Worked
Open Family & Friends of Cancer Patients
My mom was diagnosed with cancer a few days ago. It's pretty advanced, but there is still hope. It started in her tonsil and has now moved into her lymph glands in her neck. She is otherwise in really good health. She is a fighter, so she will fight as long as it takes with all of us cheering her on and supporting her!
Open Scoliosis
I was diagnosed with scoliosis when I was 18 years old. My doctor's tell me that there isn't anything they can do about it now, because it was found too late.
Open Environmental Allergies
I have really bad allergies to dust, mold, pollen, grass, dander, you name it...I'm allergic to it. My allergies are more severe in the Spring and Summer months. I sound like I have a cold all the time. I sneeze constantly and have to blow my nose every five minutes.
Treatments
- Allegra Not Working
- Nasal Irrigation Too Soon to Tell
- Nasonex Not Working
- Sudafed Not Working
