Very very tired!!
November 9, 2009 10:16pm
I havent written anything in a very long time... and so much has happened. I started changing my lifestyle last sep, and was doing really well i had …
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WendyinNNLand 
8:52am, November 11, 2009
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About Me
WendyinNNLand
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About Me
I am here to deal with this shitty thing and i need help to do it. I cant keep quite anymore it is taking its toll on me emotionally, mentally and physically
I am here to deal with this shitty thing and i need help to do it. I cant keep quite anymore it is taking its toll on me emotionally, mentally and physically
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November 11
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WendyinNNLand updated their status 8:52am
I Am IRRITATED!!…
November 9
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WendyinNNLand updated their status 10:32pm
I Am TIRED!!!…
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WendyinNNLand changed their mood to Bad 10:32pm
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WendyinNNLand wrote a discussion post in the Sexual Abuse support group: What Would You Do? 10:24pm
Soooo i am at a crossroad..... my cousin who i really no longer talk to. we had a falling out started…
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WendyinNNLand wrote a journal entry: Very very tired!! 10:16pm
I havent written anything in a very long time... and so much has happened. I started changing my lifestyle…
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The BIGGEST BETRYAL in my life!
March 21, 2009 8:30pm
I always find things out.... little secrets that have been kept hidden with-in the family. I guess i cant point fingers since i keep this a secret …
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I AM SAD
December 1, 2008 9:10am
I think i really realized last night, as i watched a britney spears for the record that i am sad. my true feelings deep down inside are that i am …
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natural causes
September 19, 2008 11:06pm
so ive just been not able to get this out of mind since i joined this site, which sucks it gets worse everytime and im just soo tired of it and im …
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Put Life on Pause
July 1, 2008 9:38pm
I really wish I could just put this life on hold. Just put it on pause and not have to deal with anything anymore. I just feel sooo tired! exhuasted …
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Glad to see you back :). How are you doing?
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I’m With You
Little Love
I know it's exhausting. Just keep loving yourself.
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Yeah, I understand...do you have a therapist?
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Have you found a therapist? It is extremely important to create a support system of people who can genuinely help you, and that includes a good therapist. I am sorry for what happened to you, I'm here if you need to talk. I've been where you are, suicidal, wanting to just sleep and not wake up, unable to stop crying. You are not alone.
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Close Sexual Abuse
I am a vitcim/survivor of child molestation. I was molested when i was 10 by an uncle (not blood married in), i didnt knwo what to o then and I NEVER told anyone. I would say in the last 4 years i havent bee able to stop dreaming/thinking about it and it is draining me and taking over my life. I need help to deal and i need to talk to people who understand what it feels like. I have kept it in for to long and now it is hurting my not only metally and emtionally and also physically.
Treatments
- Music Not Working
- i love to sing and use it as a tool to forget what is on my mind but the mintue i stop it all comes back
Close Obesity
I have come to realize that i eat to make mind not think about my molestation and also to stay fat, cuz my mind beleieves if im fat then no one will ever want me which make me safe. But i want my control back and i want to be healthy!!
Treatments
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Not Working
- does not work, if i make a food forbidden its all i want to eat
- Elliptical Trainer Working / Worked
- my fav machince
- LA Weight Loss Working / Worked
- it worked but stop going
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
I was molested when i was 10 by an uncle.... and i never told anyone and now i am stating have panic attacks and sleepless nights, and grinding my teeth!!
Open Panic Attacks
I never had a panic attack until december of last year and thats when i found out its from keeping that haunting secret to myself! :( and now i have them more often!!
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