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losinghope100395 
10:13pm, November 16, 2009
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About Me
losinghope100395
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About Me
Well, I used to cut myself often... now I dont do it as much. I have a lot of things going on in my life and it is very overwhelming...
Well, I used to cut myself often... now I dont do it as much. I have a lot of things going on in my life and it is very overwhelming...
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Interests
being with my friends, playing my bass, listeing to music, reading, watching movies.
being with my friends, playing my bass, listeing to music, reading, watching movies.
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Journal
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Hugbook
UR Welcome
Hope Billy continues to improve. If you getin trouble again, shout out.
Hug
random act of kindness. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vr3...
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Prayer
I had a necklace that was round. The stop slid to one side and left the circle that was empty. It was called hope because when the tomb was empty there was hope for mankind. Never lose hope and keep your faith no matter what because God has a plan. We just have to trust him.
Hug
hey it looks better on you and i think that i might just have to buy a new one...up for the challenge of helping me??? lol. well i am glad that you are such a good friend to lend me it in the first place...thanks anyway:) ily BUNDLES!!! well hey if yyou wanna send me a message (you know i havent got one in quite some time)but whatevr you want to do lol
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Little Love
im sorry about your mom and i hope it gets better...i know it will eventually. just know that i care about you. I had an amazing time yesterday...and if it makes you feel anybetter...i am having a pretty shitty day too. i am depressed and i learned that leo doesnt like me...at all and that i qoute qoute "just need to get over it" i dont want to. and its getting harder and harder.. i didnt want to wake up this morning. i just want to go to bed and never wake up. i got hit in the face with a soccer ball and my lip hurts like a bitch...so if that makes you feel like your in the same boat then HIYAH. but idk. i really just want to go back to grey hill. but i dont want to go iwth my parents. soooo;yeah. my mom said she could drop me, you, and perhaps others off and just leave. so yeah. i just really actually want to leave...and just live with you...but i cant and life isnt fair. so yeah I really love you man and life will get better. but all i can give you is that...becausei am in the exact same boat. ily bye
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Depression - Teen
I like to think about what it would be like to kill myself & what certin people would do/feel. I don't think that most people that I know would really care, and that's starting to effect me.
Treatments
- Music Somewhat Helpful
Close Self-Injury
A lot of crap has happend in the past year. and when i am sad, cutting helps me not be sad anymore (I cant really explain it)
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Weight Loss For Teens
I am overweight and I keep eating crap food. It doesn't help that I'm not getting taller so I'm just short and fat
Open Shyness
At school or when I meet someone new, I am very shy. I think that I will say or do something stupid and people wont like me (Like in K-3rd grade. No one liked me because I was, well, a freak)and I don't want to go back to that time.
Treatments
- DailyStrength Somewhat Helpful
Open Anger Management
I get really mad a lot. Most people don't know that because I hide it so well. So many times I have wanted to say to people "Go to Hell, don't talk to me you mother fucking bitchass whore!!" and punch them in the face. I am afraid that someday someone is going to piss me off so much that I actually do it.
