Journal Entry for May 15, 2007
So I have been hospitalized. Not at all happy about that, but I am trying to do what I have to do to get better. It is just no fun. I hate sitting …
Twenty year old who just needs support from people who are experiencing the same things. I just want some friends.
Twenty year old who just needs support from people who are experiencing the same things. I just want some friends.
So I have been hospitalized. Not at all happy about that, but I am trying to do what I have to do to get better. It is just no fun. I hate sitting …
Why do I feel so fat if apparently I am so skinny? I am not hungry, but I force myself to eat, and then I feel like crap, and fat, and ugly. I …
I am so stressed right now. Everytime that I get one thing finished and start to feel a little but accomplished, I realize that I have about 100 …
I hate seeing people that I haven't seen in a long time. I don't know why, but all this weekend, I just felt like people were staring at me. I …
Ohhhh, there is so much stuff. Have been super stressed over school, and am probably going to die because of homework. I wish I was happier. …
I have just recently accepted the fact that I am indeed an anorexic. It all happened quite fast. Some days I want to get better, and other days I do not. But I know that I need to, hopefully it will come.
I haven't been truly happy for a long time. I have no idea what would make me happy anymore. I wish that I could go back in time to whan things were easy in life. With the onset of depression, I have also developed an eating disorder and overall self-hate.