i dissapoint myself
September 16, 2008 11:48pm
i can feel a wave of pressure and stress coming on. i told myself i would do better in school this year. i told myself i would focus …
pazyamor 
1:31am, February 2, 2009
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June 26, 2008 9:27pm
well, i've had this profile for a while, but never posted an entry. i realized this is because i feel anxious just thinking about trying to …
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I’m With You
I read your status AGAIN and it still makes me smile. I love you and will always be with you. Even after death. *Kiss*
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Kiss
AWWWWWWWWWW! I just read your status and I want you to know that I really love you!
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Celebration
Happy V-day! Ti voglio bene! Hope that you and the weasel have fun!
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Get Well Soon!
I'm sorry about your sickies. But I'm glad you're ok. :D
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Moment of Peace
peace and love...BUT If you don't tell me if you're ok or now...I'm calling you up!
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Close Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
The biggest OCD challenge i face is picking. im truly addicted to picking at the acne on my face and back, thus making it worse. It makes me feel hideous. Another problem with my OCD is that often times, if i am in a crowded room and everyone is having there own conversations and making their own noises, i become ridiculously angry and start to twitch. i feel horrible for the people around me in these moments because i often take out my hostility on them.
Close Acne
it may not seem like a serious issue, but it has destroyed my self esteem.
Treatments
- Proactiv Not Working
- i really didnt see a difference.
- Tetracycline Somewhat Helpful
- i think my face looks a little better but my chest has gotten worse...
Open Eating Disorders
Type: Anorexiai used to be anorexic. im not anymore but oftentimes i feel tempted to go back.
Open Self-Injury
i used to cut. sometimes i want to but i know i never will because i was haunted so much by my actions and i dont think i can deal with the "post cutting" trauma again. plus, it really scares me that people might categorize me as "crazy".
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