Journal Entry for June 2, 2008
What does:
"Sometimes I feel like I am a lesbian trapped inside a man's body."
mean, anyway? A guy I know said this …
I'm 22 years old and I've struggled on and off with depression and an eating disorder for the last eight years. I'm tired of being the only person who knows who I am.
I'm 22 years old and I've struggled on and off with depression and an eating disorder for the last eight years. I'm tired of being the only person who knows who I am.
I like mountain biking, reading, writing, running, walking, music. I like math.
I like mountain biking, reading, writing, running, walking, music. I like math.
What does:
"Sometimes I feel like I am a lesbian trapped inside a man's body."
mean, anyway? A guy I know said this …
just popped by to say i hope your Thursday is being good to you---Jo
thanks Have a good weekend. I will let you know how mine goes.
been thinkin' of you. haven't been around for awhile, am tryin' to get back out there. just to hang with the coupla wonderful people i've met thru this group. i have to, and despite our hectic/sporadic ups 'n' downs/the days we don't give a rats about getting outa bed, let alone talk to anyone---'tis like that for me . anyway (oh yeah, i'm the only one!)i HAVE to take a minute outa my fucked up days to stay in touch with the likes of you. i've changed my avatar. one small step. actually wrote a journal entry t'day. Kay. How the heck are you doin'?! Read some of your journal stuff, sheez, missy. pretty powerful shite. i cannot say some cliche thing "hang in there..." however i can say that we are not alone. please, continue on your difficult journey. and embrace the step you've taken, by reaching out as you are doing. all will be as it is meant to be. i happen to believe in you. why? who knows who cares. warmest.....................................Jo
Hi. Missed ya today. Hope all is well.
lol thanks
I compulsively exercise to accomodate for any binges . . . I have been struggling with it for the last seven or eight years. I get treatment but I've had a recent relapse. I've had body issues for as long as I can remember . . . when I was 9 I would measure my thighs in fear that I would get fat.
I've struggled with depression since I was about 15. I am now 22.
I have generalized anxiety . . . constantly worry . . .