Journal Entry for July 21, 2009
July 21, 2009 6:13pm
Ok, so I know the only person who reads my journals is Mia, and she already knows all of this (you don't have to read this, Mia; it's all …
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pointytoes 
10:42pm, November 11, 2009
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About Me
pointytoes
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About Me
Let's see... I'm a generally happy kid. I'm an actor, so hiding my feelings from people is not a problem. And, not to toot my own horn (but *toot toot*) I'm pretty good at it. What else about me... I write poetry sometimes. My poetry is on redcurtain.weebly.com.
Let's see... I'm a generally happy kid. I'm an actor, so hiding my feelings from people is not a problem. And, not to toot my own horn (but *toot toot*) I'm pretty good at it. What else about me... I write poetry sometimes. My poetry is on redcurtain.weebly.com.
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Interests
I looooooooove dance and theatre more than anything in the world. They keep me going. I also love to knit. I love weird music, Idina Menzel, Gossip Girl, Degrassi, any song that I can dance to, Scrubs, surfing YouTube, Daniel Radcliffe, laughing with friends, people I can be myself around, gay guys, drama teachers, Broadway, flute, crazy outfits with bright colors, and ducks in the water.
I looooooooove dance and theatre more than anything in the world. They keep me going. I also love to
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Writing camp rocks!
July 3, 2009 7:46pm
I'm at writing camp right now! It's so amazing, and it's sooo much fun!
I don't feel much like going over the whole schpeal right now …
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Journal Entry for May 28, 2009
May 28, 2009 11:52pm
I had another appointment with the therapist today. I think it was ok. I cried for the first time in over a week in her session. We talked about my …
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Journal Entry for May 12, 2009
May 12, 2009 11:15pm
I feel awful all the time.
I constantly feel anxious, too, and it's affecting me physically now. It's really hard to eat. And I don't mean …
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Journal Entry for May 7, 2009
May 7, 2009 12:40am
Every moment, i feel different.
Monday night was when I saw it: on facebook, he had changed his status to "In a relationship" with her. I …
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Hugbook
Miss You
It's almost time for us to see each other.
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Thumbs Up
You can do it!!!!
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Chocolate
FOR YOU!!! I'm sorry you're sad!
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Hug
OHHHHHH! I've been waiting on Facebook!
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Hug
You're welcome. I know it's hard to get a hold of you, so I thought a card would suffice. I hope you get the help you need. I'm so proud.
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Coming Out
I realized in eighth grade that I'm bi. Only one of my friends knows. I can't tell anyone; I'm too scared.
Close Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaI first "discovered" anorexia in 8th grade. It was more of an episode; my confidence was low for a while, so I thought it would make me feel better. Dance is really what saved me. I knew I wouldn't be able to dance if I continued to get weaker. I thought it was over, but recently I've had really bad acne that I can't control, and it drops my self-esteem to the floor. Eating seems to be the only thing I can control about my looks.
Open Depression - Teen
I just feel depressed sometimes. When I eat a lot I feel depressed. When I see the guy I like I feel depressed. And for no reason, sometimes I feel depressed.
Treatments
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- I always put up a happy front to keep myself up. I'm not sure if it actually works, though.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- I write poems, and I also right stories.
Open Acne
It's ruining my life, plain and simple.
Treatments
- Benzaclin Not Working
- It made me dry and flaky. Gross.
- Benzoyl Peroxide Not Working
- Just made me dry.
- Differin Too Soon to Tell
- It's sort of working...
Open Bisexuality
I realized I was bi in eighth grade. I've never had a girlfriend, but I have liked girls before. I just wish I had the guts to tell my friends...
Open Self-Injury
I started cutting recently because dance is more important to me than anorexia, but I still need some control and release.
