Still 9 years and counting
January 1, 2009 1:54am
I think my last goal came off wrong...I am still 9 years sober.... the one day was a thing with with new years eve...If I make it through the night …
huxmart
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About Me
huxmart
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About Me
I have been a below knee amputee since 1996 due to KTW. I draw my strength from God every day. He walks with me, I am never alone. I also have been sober since 12/07/99...Did my rehab in Los Angeles County Mens Jail, Twin Towers. They have a great 30 day lock down program that worked for me. ; )
I have been a below knee amputee since 1996 due to KTW. I draw my strength from God every day. He walks with me, I am never alone. I also have been sober since 12/07/99...Did my rehab in Los Angeles County Mens Jail, Twin Towers. They have a great 30 day lock down program that worked for me. ; )
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Interests
Ice Hockey. Computer OS, software and network engineering..Auto-body restoration and repair.Hiking, Climbing, Camping. Spending time with my family. Being involved with my Church, AA and most of all...being involved in my own life.
Ice Hockey. Computer OS, software and network engineering..Auto-body restoration and repair.Hiking, Climbing,
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24 hours to go
December 6, 2008 4:34pm
Well well well...If I make it another 24 hours I will be 9 years slober...and well into my 10th year. Ya know time, we all do different sometimes …
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9 Years sober coming up
December 3, 2008 4:29pm
If I don't freak out and use/drink...Alcohol being cunning, baffling and powerful that it is. I will pick up my 9 year chip....I am going to wait …
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Ahh Man...
November 21, 2008 10:55pm
The guy I talked about living and teaching me the Traditions, Had passed on May 1 2006..After he died I realized what a good friend and what a bond …
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Miss You
hey hun , i been thinking of you.how you been?whats new?ttyl xoxo
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If I call you friend, You will always share a piece of my heart. I will always pride myself, To always be true to you. As much as I need friends, So must you. I will also share a place in your heart, To be there whenever you need me. I may not be there in flesh, But I will always be there in spirit. I will cope with your moods, And try to understand your needs. When you are angry, I will laugh with you. As sadness overwhelms you, We will cry together. If you feel down and kicked, I will pick you up and brush away your doubts. When you think you can't continue, I will remind you that you can. As you become discouraged, I will boost your ego high. At times when you wish to talk, My attention will all be yours. Being a friend I don't take lightly, It's my desire, never a chore. At times when you must mourn, I shall mourn with you. If you need some silence, yet not be alone, We will sit together in the peace of quiet. When you wish to play, You will always have a playmate. When you feel on top of the world, I'll pat your back and tell you, you deserve to be. You will never be completely alone, A piece of me will always be with you. One thing I can always give, Is the gift of friendship for you to accept. Allow our friendship to make you smile, Bring joy to your life as you have to mine. When you become confused and lose your way, Let me guide you in the right direction. Lean on me when you need support, Let me share your sorrow and pain. What good can a friend really be, If you cannot understand we will always care. If I call you friend, You will always know, A friend you have in me.
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hey how r you and whats new?happy belayed v-daya! ttyl Ur Buddy, Nikki
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Believe in your heart that something wonderful is about to happen. Love your life. Believe in your own power, and in your own potential, and your own innate goodness. Wake every morning with the awe of just being alive. Discover each day the magnificent, awesome beauty in the world. Explore and embrace life in yourself and in everyone you see each day. Reach within to find your own specialness. Amaze yourself and rouse those around you to the potential of each new day. Don't be afraid to admit you're less than perfect; this is the essence of our humanity. Let those who love you help you; Trust enough to be able to take. Look with hope to the horizon of today, for today is all we truly have. Live this day well. Let a little sun out as well as in. Create your own rainbows. Be open to all your possibilities, and all miracles. Always believe in miracles.
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Gold Star
hey Chris, thats really cool you know so much about computers and where you work. That stinks when ur not able to go online when you pay for servise. I been not feeling good but i called the place to have surgery done and i'm waiting on a call back 2 days now and i hope they call soon. I been staying in and going out when i need to. I don't want to talk about that more b/c then i'll be talking to much..lol I don't think u told me to much..lol I got a mani-padi and it made me feel more pretty and i have to cut and dye my hair so thats all i got plained for the week.We'll i'll catch you later and hagn.
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Close Klippel-Trenaunay-Weber Syndrome
Born with Port Wine birth mark from hip to toe. Veins starting to stick out. Johbst stocking at age 13. Doctor did a Vein stripping in mid 20s.BAD MOVE DO NOT DO THIS (doctors lack of knowledge) Non-healing deep skin ulcers. Gang green set in. Below knee amputation. Gave it to God, He has not let me down and I know He never will. I never dwell on it and keep moving forward. Acceptance and God is my answer. I use a prostetic leg and now I am just a foot shorter ; )
Close Alcoholism
I started drinking at age 14..I felt different like I was never good enough and never fit in. Alcohol was my answer but far from the cure. Finally after countless run ins with the law they took something precious away from me...my son. 30 days of "rehab" at L.A. county mens jail the judge gave me a court card to attend AA meetings. I heard the music and got to stay sober a day at a time. Got my son back. I dont recomend going to AA on these terms.
Treatments
- 12 Step Program Working / Worked
- AA meetings and find a God of your understanding.
- AA Meetings Working / Worked
- This is a MUST...Nothing worse than a dry drunk with no spiritually.
- Cold Turkey Working / Worked
- 30 days in lock down can put your priorities in order.
