witsend123's Journal

For now I can just ramble! Have my little guy for the weekend. The most frustrating part is trying to keep up with an 8 year old when Chronic Pain holds you back. Arthritis my BUTT! Part of Aging ... NOT! I hate doctors!

I love this little guy and I have managed to surprise him 2 days out of 4 so far. Buffalo BBQ's are fun. $25 for all the rides a child can handle is SOOOOOOOOOO worth it! This little man doesn't eat much in the line of junk food.GOOD! Happy to see that. Wish I had him more often ... sad we had to talk about his dad and I divorcing. Our son wants to live with me. That won't happen unless the soon to be X gives him up which he won't! Seeing as I am in the city, trying to get stronger with numerous different kinds of treatments. Away from home for over 2 years tells any judge I abandoned my family! Ah life - it is tough ... frustrating .... and sometimes just REALLY SAD!

Makes me cry when my son asks WHY does dad want a divorce. I just tell him both mom and dad love you very very much. Remember that it isn't because of you we are getting divorced. Best way to help kids through this .... try to be happy no matter what around them and never fight with the X. There is a challenge .. bite your tongue!