I am a full time college student and I just finished my freshman year! I want to be a model.
I am a full time college student and I just finished my freshman year! I want to be a model.
Running, Drinking Coffee, Dancing, Talking, Reading
Running, Drinking Coffee, Dancing, Talking, Reading
May 14, 2008 12:23am
Today I ran and burnt 1000 calories!!!!! I used to be able to do 800. GREAT day for excercising, but I'm sure that I will be sore tomorrow.
May 10, 2008 11:39pm
The day started off very bad. HUGE BINGE. Depressed. I didn't eat for the rest of the day though, so only 1 binge. I …
Haven't heard from you in a while, hope you are doing ok
thank you lovely xxx
thanks man, finals were fine by the way. i'm enjoying just chillin. how've you been?
Thanks, yeah 25lbs lost and yet I'm still not happy? Imagine that. Now a lot of clothes look awkward on me instead of filling them out I look like a little girl playing dress up. There was a time when I ate frequent small meals, if I wanted something "bad" I would eat it but have control with it. I try to walk every day but haven't been obsessive with it. A combination of all of that is what I want to get back to. I also used to only b/p every now and then and now it's way out of control. It's like I hate it, but yet it's kind of comforting? I don't even completely understand it myself.
first 1/2 of the day i messed up again! but havent since then! i went to the gym though and have done more work on my assign i dunno how the rest of today will go!
Progress
50 %
I have been bulimic for almost a year and want to get better. I hope to move on in my life and heal this addiction. I am afraid that when I stop I will get fat. I need support.
