portosicuro's Journal

Ok! So, someone at school insulted me.
[18:34] portosicuro: Eesh said that I had ugly hairy arms and looked like a yeti...
[18:34] portosicuro: You'd think, that was a stupid remark and really immature.
[18:34] portosicuro: But I was REALLY upset.
[18:35] portosicuro: I felt hurt.
[18:35] pointytoes: i understand
[18:35] pointytoes: i'm insecure about my arms two
[18:35] pointytoes: *too
[18:35] pointytoes: we're hairy-armed sisters
[18:35] pointytoes: i get it
[18:35] portosicuro: Eesh shaves her arms :/
[18:35] pointytoes: eeeew
[18:35] portosicuro: Oh cool, I think it's gross too
[18:35] pointytoes: haha
[18:36] portosicuro: How can I explain this...
[18:36] portosicuro: Do you know in romantic comedies there's a girl that wants a guy and her nerdy best friend has loved her the whole time?
[18:36] pointytoes: yeah
[18:36] portosicuro: I sense Dy is becoming that guy.
[18:37] portosicuro: He hasn't said he's interested and I'm not at all...
[18:37] portosicuro: It just feels that way the closer we're becoming.
[18:37] portosicuro: Because he can see me going nuts over Turk
[18:38] portosicuro: And I always turn to him and I'm like pink or red lipstick? What do guys like?!
[18:38] portosicuro: I really like having a guy friend. That never happens.
[18:38] portosicuro: And Dy and Turk are suddenly friends...which is weird.
[18:39] portosicuro: I would MARRY Dy (not date, but MARRY) If I was attracted to him. It sucks, because I would love to have a husband.
[18:39] portosicuro:
[18:40] portosicuro: Anyway
[18:40] portosicuro: After Eesh said that, there was class and then break.
[18:40] portosicuro: I go to Dy and whisper "Eesh made me said."
[18:41] portosicuro: He whispered in a girly whisper like me, "What did she do?"
[18:41] portosicuro: *sad
[18:41] portosicuro: I told him that she said that I looked ugly and I pouted.
[18:42] portosicuro: He bent to look at me under the bangs that I let fall in my face, "You're not ugly."
[18:42] portosicuro: I could have said, "So I'm pretty?" But I didn't because I was satified with this compliment and I do that to Dy every morning and this was sincere.
[18:43] portosicuro: He's like, "...Do you want a hug or something?"
[18:43] portosicuro: haha
[18:43] portosicuro: I'm like, "I'm ok.
[18:43] portosicuro: "
[18:44] portosicuro: I talked to Kelly about it and I said how I thought I was going to cry and say, "THANK YOU SO MUCH DY! YOU'RE MY HERO!"
[18:44] portosicuro: She's like, "Not doing that was a good call."
[18:44] portosicuro: But she had to go and Eesh was in the room, so I couldn't really talk about it.
[18:44] portosicuro: Like I've said:
[18:44] portosicuro: Skyview = Fishbowl
[18:45] pointytoes: yeah
[18:45] portosicuro: I don't know if Summit's to my extreme?
[18:45] pointytoes: no
[18:45] pointytoes: but enough that i understand what you mean
[18:45] portosicuro: cool.
[18:46] portosicuro: So at P.E. we were walking...inside.
[18:46] portosicuro: And everyone was together and our voices echoed, so there was no privacy.
[18:47] portosicuro: Oh and Ninja told Turk that I scare easily, so Turk was hiding behind every corner, trying to make Shivers and I scream.
[18:47] portosicuro: We did.
[18:47] portosicuro: A number of times.
[18:47] pointytoes: haha
[18:48] portosicuro: After a while he was following us quietly. Like he knew he was right behind us and he would just scream 'boogityboogityboo!'
[18:48] portosicuro: ...ass
[18:48] portosicuro: But Shivers and I found a way to have a private conversation.
[18:49] portosicuro: And she said, "That weird that she called you ugly because she thinks you're hot. She, like, wants to boink you."
[18:49] portosicuro: ?
[18:51] portosicuro: She said, "One time...we were walking around like this, but you were on A-level watching Fame or some shit like that. And Light and Eesh kept talking about you. Like, 'Maria NEEDS to become bisexual! She's so FINE! I want her bad! No me! No me! She's mine! Hell naw girl, she is mine."
[18:52] portosicuro: Shivers's like, "So I say, 'I didn't want to be in this, but...SHE'S MINE!'" That's why when you got back everyone was running to you like, 'are you mine or hers?'"
[18:53] portosicuro: So THAT'S what that was about! I'm just used to it, but apparently there was a previous conversation. Cool right?
[18:53] portosicuro: All the ladies like me!
[18:53] pointytoes: yeah
[18:53] pointytoes: that's awesome
[18:53] pointytoes:
[18:54] portosicuro: Remember how Light was helping me with TURK by going, "I do this because I care about you and I'm not afraid to say it.'
[18:55] portosicuro: She's not professing her love...
[18:55] portosicuro: But she's basically showing me that she's better than TURK and she's showing TURK that I have better options.
[18:55] portosicuro: Which I like J