portosicuro's Journal

haha, I'm glad I didn't expect perfect because it really wasn't. So my mom drove me so that I'd be there by 1:00(because that's when he wanted to meet me). I called him in the car and he was in shock that I was leaving so early.(...?) He lives pretty far, so by the time I was downtown, he was getting on the bus. The first bus. My mom and I waited in the car for about...er...2 hours. We had missed the showtime for the movie we wanted to see and for all the other movies we'd see if we were late. Apparently, he thought that we were meeting at 2:00. And the bus was slow because it was dropping a lot of people off. We met up and his best friend came over on his bike to join us. JD is such an ass. Him and Turk were gaining up against me to piss me off. It wasn't harrassment! It was just really annoying flirting. I love doing that with Turk, but I JUST MET JD!! Like I said, really annoying! After a while, JD left and things went from better to best! We were doing a lot of flirting and laughing and such and then smokers sat next to us and I asked if we could move. I don't know how but I think switching benches somehow completely changed the talking from flirting to life. How if he wrote a book on his life so far, it would be all about the people that affected him. And if I wrote my life story so far, it would be about my emotions taking over and changing who I am. I can't remember what I said, but he replied with, "Well, I guess, you're a part of my book now, too" I liked that. It made me smile. I feel little scared though because we were together for three hours straight, sitting on a bench(well two)and talked about everthing. VERY close to everything. Abuse, Bipolar(which was ok because he was expearienced with it), hospitalizations, drugs, what our first kiss what like, music, God, his ex-girlfriend, and we talked about Scrubs in every empty moment. Oh! And he learned my last name! haha, I don't blame him because that never really came up in conversation. He's never been drunk, and stopped smoking weed years ago. He really respects women. He said his ex felt upset that he rarely told her that she is beautiful. He said that in his next relationship he would be sure that his girlfriend always knew he thought she was beautiful. He said that physically, he'd really rather take it slow. And though it was hinted and tension was in the air, neither of us said that we'd be in a relationship with each other. And that was really ok with me. I feel comfortable with waiting.

I checked my perfect man requirement and I was blown away!