portosicuro's Journal

I think I'm going on a date...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! phew! I'm freaking out! Haha, I'm really freaking out! Ok, we did not say it was a date. We're going to hang out downtown...just the two of us...and we are both attracted to each other....*deep breath* okokokokokokokokok! We are FRIENDS, that's it! I'm not getting overly excited until after the date...hang out...When I get in my mom's car, I will decide. Crap, what if- Ok, I'm supposed to do best and worst case senerio...Worst: He doesn't show up or answer his phone and I look stupid. Best: It goes really well and I can actually get to know him more than what I know from the rumors I've heard. Best case is that I know that he likes me. Worst case is that he likes me too much(if you know what I mean). Worst case is we get really bored. Best case is that we have enough fun to do it again. Worst case is that our relationship will stay the same. Best case is we become closer friends.

Alright, I can do this. I need to remember to not look TOO FAR AHEAD!!! I don't even know if it's a date, so there will be no dreaming about the future! Stop thinking about it and just do it! Ok! I'm fine! Alright! Let's go! (.....ahhhhhh)