crystalrose's Journal

I have been doing good yea !! i have my good days and then i have my bad!! I do not complain..just try to adjust..was taking the lycrica and i blew up now i stopped taking it and doc doesent know i will be going back to her soon, but i cannot handle the weight..for someone that wears a size 6 to go to a 14W is a big deal.. i am trying so hard to get this under control..and doing pretty good with family ..but i have one person..That said tonight ..after all this time.. that there is NO SHUCH THING AS FIBROMYALAGIA..It is in my head and that there is no proof that it does excist!!!I am so mad and hurt i bet her alot of money to prove my point..i told her that my RA doc is taking care of my fibro..and her come back was to say those are 2 differnt things,,why would a RA doc take care of your Fibro..Hello it doesnt exscist..(sorry spelled wrong)..it is all in your mind ...I am so mad and upset after all this time it took for my family and step family to undrerstand.. now i have this BITCH coming in and saying that i am lying.....because she is with my stepson...that wants to take everything from his father... i dont know how long i can hold on before i go after this bit...!She may have my so called grandchildren..(step kids) but she will not take over my step children or grandkids..i have permission for the real Mother and that is what counts.Shelva a very close friend..and the mother of the children and grandmother..we have become very close..which is the best thing that has happened..she once was with the man i am with now .. and now she is dying of liver cancer....she has ask me to make sure thing where taken care of and i will.. But that Bit-- h!!! will have to go!!!I Love the children as if they were my own!!!( thye are in there30s).