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LolaO 
1:21am, September 6, 2009
I have not written anything here for a while. If anything, things have been improving some. While Lisa has made some trouble, she has generally not gotten herself into as much trouble as I have feared. The other day she could have been arrested but was issued a summons instead. It turns out that Lucy has been helping a lot to keep Lisa under control.
My relationship with Pat keeps getting better and better.He is the only person who I feel has ever totally and unconditionally accepted me just as I am and who has no desire to mold me or change me in any way. No matter what my mood, Pat is there for me and I have no doubt that he loves me totally. While it took Pat a long time to being able to tell me of his love for me, he now tell me that he loves me many times each day. Every day I feel my love for him growing.
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Hi there Lola,
Glad to hear things are going along sithout any majr dramas. Are you going to go back to your shrink love? - here it takes over 6 mths. to get so see one (so many people just die) I'd do everything I could to get there, as you will get help, Fond regards, JaneD.
JaneD
I am glad things are going better for you:)
starynight77
thats great lola.you and pat take care and love each other....hugs
RainyDey
glad to hear of the improvement. keep up the good work. happy 4th.
terrys
Good, Keep going this way. I'll be around if you need me.
cewidder
I'm so happy for you both!
SherrollW
So glad you have Pat.Hugs and have a good day.
reffas
I'm just getting to know you, but it sounds like not only Pat is accepting of you, but you have grown in acceptance of yourself. You are on your way to wholeness!
LillyBlossom
I'm glad you're improving!! it's awesome that he's accepted you for you. It's easier to be whole again once someone accepts you and doesn't want to change you...I know from experience...^.^
Maxiee