I'M EXCITED ! :}
April 24, 2009 11:47am
HI TO ALL, I'M SOOOO VERY EXCITED MY COMP IS FIXED AND I CAN CHECK MY DS OUT EVERDAY AGAIN !!!
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MEREATTA 
11:55am, May 13, 2009
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About Me
MEREATTA
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About Me
I LOVE PHOTOGRAPHY, FISHING, LOVE NATURE AND MY FAMILY IS THE LOVES OF MY LIFE ! I HAD A SPINAL FUSION SURGERY IN 1991 AND SUFFER FROM CHRONIC PAIN.
I LOVE PHOTOGRAPHY, FISHING, LOVE NATURE AND MY FAMILY IS THE LOVES OF MY LIFE ! I HAD A SPINAL FUSION SURGERY IN 1991 AND SUFFER FROM CHRONIC PAIN.
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A SOLDIER'S NITE BEFORE CHRITMAS
December 9, 2008 6:31pm
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Hi, haven't written for awhile. Congrats on the new grandson. you go girl!!!
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Just checking on you.....Wondering how you are & if baby Evangelynn has made it yet...Hugs Deb
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How is Holli & the Baby doing???you must be getting really excited...Hope you are doing good....Hugs XXX
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So where the "H" are you??? You got us all Hyped up and then split!!! LOl..Just wanna wish you a Happy Moms Day..You haven't seen my Mothers Day themed Baking Friday....Hope u ok..Hugs xxx
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Love your New Avatar..your hair is Growing back so fast...Locks of Love!! I remember...lol:)
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Close Chronic Pain
I had a car accident in 1991 and crushed my lower spine, crushed the 2 major bones in my left forearm,and lost a kidney.The Drs put 2 rods in my arm and rebuilt my lower spine with rods and screws.I had to learn how to walk again and was in the hosp for 7 months.I suffer everyday with backpain and sciatic nerve pain in both legs.I have no health insuarance and don't get to see a pain mangement Dr.like I'm supposed to.When I was able to see the P.M.Dr I was on meds that made my pain managable.
Close Military Families
Hi, My name is Mereatta and I have 6 of my close family memebers who are in the military. My 2 sons, my lil brother, my lil sister and my nephew are all in the Army, I have a son-in-law who serves in the Coast Guard. I PRAY ALOT !!! :}
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ParentThis is an emotional hard week for me. June 8,1995, my mama/best friend died of bone cancer. June 12,2003 we lost my sister's young daughter in a tragic accident. My grief is always here.I'm being so selfish! My loved ones that have died are in such a better place than this hellish world that we live in today. I have alot of family, a few aquaintances, I guess I have nobody to talk with about my crazy feelings.My closefamily just blows me off and don't take my deep feelings seriously.
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- Helping Others Somewhat Helpful
- Keeping Busy Not Working
- Music Not Working
- Pets Not Working
- Prayer Somewhat Helpful
- Remembering Not Working
- Support Groups Too Soon to Tell
- Talking Not Working
- Time Not Working
Open Empty Nests
MY NAME IS MEREATTA, I'VE SPENT MY WHOLE LIFE DEVOTED TO MY FAMILY. I HAVE A HUSBAND AND 6 CHILDREN/GROWN-UPS. I HAD MY 1st GIRL AT THE AGE OF 16,MY LAST CHILD {A GIRL} WAS BORN WHEN I WAS 23YRS.OLD . NOW, THEY ARE ALL GONE AND DO NOT SEEM TO NEED ME ANYMORE. MY HOUSE IS TOO QUIET AND FEELS LIKE IT'S DEAD. I'M VERY LONELY, I DON'T DRIVE OR HAVE ANY REAL FRIENDS. MY HOME FEELS LIKE A JAILCELL. MORE TO SAY, NOT ENOUGH ROOM.
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- Patience Somewhat Helpful
- Physical Exercise Not Working
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionJUST VERY DEPRESSED BECAUSE MY BODY WON'T LET ME DO WHAT I NEED TO DO AROUND THE HOUSE AND I'M SOOO VERY LONELY OR SOMETHING ! I MISS MY KIDS/GRANDKIDS MY SISTERS & BROTHERS TERRIBLY......... I'M JUST SAD ALL THE TIME EVEN WHEN I PUT ON A SMILE OR LAUGH I TRY VERY HARD TO HIDE MY PAIN BEHIND THOSE SMILES BECAUSE NOBODY WANTS TO HEAR ABOUT MY PAIN THEY TIRED OF HEARING IT. I'M LONELY EVEN WHEN I'M AROUND PEOPLE. I HAVEN'T DROVE IN 10 YRS AND MY HOUSE IS A JAIL NO 2 WAYS ABOUT IT.
Treatments
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- I TRY TO STAY POSITIVE BUT, IT SEEMS SOMETHING BRINGS DEEP NEGATIVE THOUGHTS
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- NO SUPPORT FROM MY FAMILY !
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- I WRITE IN MY JOURNAL HERE AT DS. AND IT REALLY HELPS TO GET IT OUT AND WHEN MY DS. FRIENDS GIVE ME SUPPORT AND UNDERSTANDING. I THINK IT'S A SHAME THAT MY BESTEST FRIENDS ARE IN MY COMPUTER.
Open Breakups & Divorce
I'VE BEEN MARRIED 23YRS. N MY HUSBAND HAS BEEN VERBALLY AND MENTALLY ABUSIVE AND A PERSON CAN TAKE ONLY SO MUCH! I'M SCARED TO DEATH THO' CAUSE I'VE BEN TOTALLY DEPENDENT ON MY HUSBAND ALL MY LIFE, SO I COULD STAY HOME AND RAISE MY CHILDREN. NOW, AT 45YRS. OLD I HAVE TO BREAK OUT OF THIS PRISON AND BECOME INDEPENT. AGAIN, I'M SCARED TO DEATH !
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- Forgiveness Not Working
- Love Not Working
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- Talking Not Working
- Time Too Soon to Tell
- BUT, I DON'T THINK IT WILL WORK, 'VE TRIED IT BEFORE.
