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TiffanyEllen 
lately ive been having realy bad attacks like ill cry and then just heavy breathing and my chest tightens i always feel like im dissapointing my bf but he says no, we now hav a long distance relationship, hes in texas, im in vermont, i cant handle it, i feel somtimes as if suicide is the best way out. . . . . . i wanted to go into the gaurds, but my bf talked me out of it he said that he didnt want me dead but, i was planning on it so much.
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Hey Tiffany,
I'm sorry to hear that you're having trouble with your bad attacks. The only advice I can offer you is to keep thinking ahead, live for the wonders and experiences of life, think of the almost eutopian moments and care for others. If your boyfriend is telling you not to commit suicide, don't do it! You have somebody that cares about you, and needs you in their life. Think of your mum and siblings, what would happen if you died, how many would feel the ripples of life? So many it'd be hard to comprehend. YOu can do this Tiffany, just knuckle down and keep going, life always picks up.
Fawkes