well this is my first entry on …
well this is my first entry on here so I better make it a good one huh? LOL Well today was actually an ok day but I am …
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iammoosh 
2:09am, December 1, 2008
i didn't hear from leslie (the admissions lady from well of grace) today... so now i'm back to being frustrated and stressed and ready to quit. i can't handle the constant highs and lows in this application process. it's taking so much out of me. as it is, i'm purging so much that i'm weak and dizzy, and i spent the entire day in bed. i was too weak to move. everything hurts. i just ache.
if i don't hear from leslie tomorrow, i'm gonna quit. i'm just gonna give up and let the ED kill me. i don't have the fight in me anymore. i've been doing this too long, and it wouldn't take much ipecac to kill me.
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