drowning...
...sigh...
This day,
These days,
They are becoming
...too hard
...too long
...too painful
...too consuming.
This day,
These days,
They make …
24yWF, smoking? yes, drinking? seldom, married? yes, kids? no, working? yes, why are you on daily strength? i need an outlet, for what? depression, anxiety, pmdd, ptsd, 'mommy doesn't love me' complex, and a good ol' fashion case of the crazies, medication or treatment? drug juggling (sometimes i'm on sometimes i'm off), writing, drawing, meditation, but are you happy? occasionally - but i'm workin on it
24yWF, smoking? yes, drinking? seldom, married? yes, kids? no, working? yes, why are you on daily strength? i need an outlet, for what? depression, anxiety, pmdd, ptsd, 'mommy doesn't love me' complex, and a good ol' fashion case of the crazies, medication or treatment? drug juggling (sometimes i'm on sometimes i'm off), writing, drawing, meditation, but are you happy? occasionally - but i'm workin on it
*trying to be a good wife *baking *working with the developmentally disabled population*
*trying to be a good wife *baking *working with the developmentally disabled population*
...sigh...
This day,
These days,
They are becoming
...too hard
...too long
...too painful
...too consuming.
This day,
These days,
They make …
sorry if the spacing sucks...still haven't gotten a new key board and i have to hit the space bar just right for it to actually …
....its going to be a good day
....I smell the pancakes flipping
....its going to be a good day
....I hear the eggs sizzling
....its going to be a good …
So blue...
so sad..
too bad..
tired girl..
sad girl...
bad girl.
i am so gone.
not feeling anymore...
i don't want to feel anymore.
lost in the empty …
So the sister....
She couldn't call and make the appointment, or she didn't or she was scared. Who knows?
So I go to make it for her, but the …
i like the monkey
Hey hun, I love how you write. You are so expressive - its a gift! Here for you any time hopefully we can help each other through the rough times and share joy in the good times! {hugs}
Thanks for the input!!!
Hi! Just stopping by to say hi!
big hug for you and wanted to welcome you to the want to get pregnant group... love bettina
I can actually recall the abuse from my step cousin from age 5 - 8, in short blurs of memories... there is some 'stories' from family that may have suggest things have happened sooner. my puberty years were much more difficulty w/ coping - being married and in the steady relationships and avoiding triggers - i've been coping well