Havn't spoken to the kids since they left Fridy night. Hope they ring me. Miss them. Lizzy the dog misses them more!! Matt has text me 2 msg's which suprised me. They got there safe, father in-law had good b'day Sat. And they were going to see snow today for the first time. I am happy for them.
My mum is so distraut about the seperation. It unsettled me a bit today, she rang late last night to get stuff off her chest.
I am doing this and I am quietly excited about it. Of course it's a complex time of planning. Lots to read and info to gain before finance/custody or who does what when arrangements. That is the hardest of all. Especially when our marriage had lacked good communication for so long. I am going to need help.






now looking at laptop computers or notebooks. What's the diff? Wish I had someone to go with me to buy one. I can't afford nor do I want anything too fancy.
My tax refund might cover it?
I have to stay in touch with my friends on DS.
Off to a friend's for tea in 30min. Told her the news over the phone and she was suprised. Not really looking fwd to the night. She's been a friend for 12yrs so knows Matt and I and the kids very well. Only I fear she will be on Matt's defence. And she was my friend! Here goes.....
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