candyrose34's Journal

i need a new doctor!  i had a leep procedure done wed. to remove abnormal cells from my cervix.  I am new to the doctor who did the procedure.  I guess most places do this in the doctors office with no medication.  they just stick some needles in your cervix to numb you and that is it!?  why are we expected to just suck it up why should we have to.  well my hospital does this in the O.R.  so you get some sedatives to relax you and make you groggy ( i like that idea ).   well the doctor was over an hour late, didn't applogize to me just hte nurses,  I guess she was in her office waiting for them to contact her when they were ready?  is she stupid or something? 

then she tells me that i don't need to be groggy?!  she tells one of the nurses there that i don't need anything to make me groggy!!!!!!?  i said yea i want some medicine ( they gave me sedatives ) and ahe tells them that i need to be tougher!!!!!!!!!  who the fuck does she think she is?!   i don't trust her and i don't want to see her ever again.  I am suposed to go back in two weeks to have her check her work i will go for that but i am not going back again ever!!!!!  iwill find someone else to do the follow up  pap smears.  i need four in the next two years.

does she noe realize that being this stressed out will only slow down my healing and have a bad effect on my health.