matrixXxsurfr's Journal

today was a long day i was feelin down all day my mom got home at 6 we were goin to see some fireworks at 9 but that fell thru we were tryin to find a parking spot couldnt find one and went home on the way home darius ruckers song alright came on i broke down crying my mom thought it was her fault until we got home i got s call went up to my room came back down and spilled everything i said why do u think i go to the garage everyday  she said so thats why were runnin out of ciggarettes i said not that she soaid o pot i said yeah she said i suspected it but said nothing now she is helping me with stayin clean i feel like a weight has been lifted shortly after i told my sister she said she would b there to help me too