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matrixXxsurfr 
7:21pm
for the past four months i have been smoking weed and got addicted now i am 2 days sober and have no one to help me stay clean i feel like such a fuckin failure i cant tell my mom i put her through enough already she would kill me i cant tell my dad he gets stoned everyday and doesnt see anything wrong with it the cravings/ withdrawals are eating at me just as much as the guilt i have inside for starting in the first place i am going to a party tomorrow for fireworks with my mom and brother its gonna suck theres gonna be booze and weed i dont even want to go but i have to cuz it s a family friends party
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