Journal Entry for October 30, 2009
October 30, 2009 2:43pm
matrixXxsurfr 
7:21pm
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About Me
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About Me
my name is nick i am 18 i was diagnosed with bipolar 1 in october of 2002 when i was 11 (it was court ordered , long story)my life has been a roller coaster ride one minute i would be happy the next minute i would be madder than hell throwin shit yellin at my family slamming doors then after the mania wore off i felt depressed and wanted to kill myself the longest my depression ever laster was 5 months all i thought about was death and hurting other people who pissed me off then i got stable in may of 07
my name is nick i am 18 i was diagnosed with bipolar 1 in october of 2002 when i was 11 (it was court ordered , long story)my life has been a roller coaster ride one minute i would be happy the next minute i would be madder than hell throwin shit yellin at my family slamming doors then after the mania wore off i felt depressed and wanted to kill myself the longest my depression ever laster was 5 months all i thought about was death and hurting other people who pissed me off then i got stable in may
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Interests
i love death metal music like trivium misery signals woe of tyrants trigger the bloodshed converge him, slayer, darkane, austrian death machine, august burns red, dying fetus, and alot of other deathmetal bands
i love death metal music like trivium misery signals woe of tyrants trigger the bloodshed converge him,
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Close Bipolar Disorder
i was diagnosed in 2002 at the age of 11 i was always a troublemaker and stayed in trouble until i was 16 then my whole life turned around thanks to lithium
Treatments
Close ADHD / ADD
i have slight symptoms of adhd still i have worked very hard on controlling my adhd without meds have been med free for almost a year now
Treatments
- Adderall Working / Worked
- worked for 2 weeks but made me lose my appette and made me feel real sick
- Concerta Working / Worked
- was on it or 5 years did nothin but make me hyper and inattentive did keep me awake tho
- Focalin Working / Worked
- tried it for a month didn't work at all kept me awake but didn't help me with paying attention
- Strattera Working / Worked
- worked but was too expensive tried it for a month then quit takin it
Open Eczema
i was diagnosed in august of 07 after years of scratching my arms and breakouts now i have occasional flare ups the last major flare up had was right before diagnosis
Treatments
- Triamcinolone Topical Working / Worked
- it worked but i stopped using it after a while and i try and not scratch my skin so it won't break out
Open Bipolar Disorder - Teen
well i'm 18 and bipolar was diagnosed at 11 but when i got into my teen years it got worse
Open College Stress
i graduated from high school in may and start college in august it all seems so surreal to me
Open Family & Friends of Bipolar
well for one i have bipolar type 1 and i also have an aunt who has it i am here to help people get more informed about bipolar
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