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JESSIKAH 
7:25pm
was pretty much awesome
one of the best nites i had in a lil while.
i love the question game haha:)
but we were so tired this morning
she slept all day and i woke up at 12
haha
lets do it all over again lol
byessss<3
jessy
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last two days have been shit.
im so soar my whole body hurts
yesterday was a dumb day i hated every second of it.
why am i fucking here
i fucking hate it
shit i mise well go back to my fucking dads house the torture is the same
idk im just in a bad mood
so im goin to go bye
i've been thinking alot lately.
well especially last nite.
i couldnt stop thinking about mimi.
i missed her alot, but i kept telling myself to not care.
but i still cared.
i hate her mother so goddamn much.
shes the one keeping her from me.
ugh.
so last nite i told myself that im going to start going to church
yeah that might seem weird coming from me but maybe everything is messing up cuz of me
and i need to try and fix it and pray my heart out and just show god that its a new me.
then i want to save money to move the hell out of here.
somthings wrong with me im getting really sick
and i just want to relax with my mimi but no thats not happening not anytime soon
well im gunna go
ps. love u mimi
loves her jessy
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I wish you the best... :)
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hmm. So i decided i am bored and wanted to comment this. Because we do not talk much anymore. Number one: your still going to care about mimi because you love(d) her. Its inevitable. Two: She got herself into trouble, you can't blame her mom from everything. Three: Church will only work if you really are into that sorta thing. Otherwise god will do nothing. Four: you had the chance to leave.....morea than once. You want to leave so bad, but you don't. Five: Dont get sick. Six: bye.
c:
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thanks megoobie
and bri i didnt leave then because i wasnt ready and now i am more than that
i blame her mom cause she made it more than it was
and i know im still gunna care about her.
loves u negroe:))
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bri kinda said it all.
and you're always gonna care about her, it's not something that will change.
it just forms into a different caring over time.
church will work if you really are into it. it did for me for a while. but i fell out because i became a lesbian... haha. i still go and i still believe in God. so don't get me wrong, it does work.
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