jenninnifer

Close Physical & Emotional Abuse

I was sexually molested from the time I was 6 years old, by my mothers boyfriend. When I was 13 I went to live with my father, I was finally able to tell him about it. When I turned 16 I became uncontrollable, and my father took me back to my mother and her boyfriend, where the abuse continued and got much worse. My mother walked in on what he was doing to me and did nothing. I ran away from home that night and eventually ended up in foster care, where I chose to stay. My mother is still with her boyfriend, they have been together for 34 years now. I have not been in my mother's home since that night. I've spoken to her a handful of times, maybe. I've recently been trying to reestablish a relationship with my father, but I cannot forgive him for what I feel he put me through. I want to put this behind me, but can't seem to. I still have nightmares, they won't go away.