One year SI free
July 22, 2009 9:26am
YAY!
that is all
lol
Goal Completed on Jul 22, 09
ashdragon 
6:29pm Tuesday
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About Me
ashdragon
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About Me
Just a full time college student who works full time trying to make it in the real world. I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder when i was 19 after dealing with it for over a decade. I struggled with self harm from the time i was 13 until i was 20. I was engaged until recently when i realized that my now ex-fiances behavior was abusive and it was time to get out. So now im starting over .... again.
Just a full time college student who works full time trying to make it in the real world. I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder when i was 19 after dealing with it for over a decade. I struggled with self harm from the time i was 13 until i was 20. I was engaged until recently when i realized that my now ex-fiances behavior was abusive and it was time to get out. So now im starting over .... again.
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Recent Activity
Friday
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ashdragon and mrszamarron1987 are now friends 7:12am
Tuesday
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ashdragon updated their status 6:29pm
doc says its polycystic ovarian syndrome ... not the worst news in the...…
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ashdragon joined the Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS) support group 6:27pm
November 11
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ashdragon updated their status 8:02am
been having some medical problems lately ... just waiting on test results...…
November 7
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ashdragon gave MysteriousPoet a hug 9:00pm
thank you =)…
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Journal
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Almost 21
March 15, 2009 8:48am
Ok so i figured i should prolly do a journal entry since i havent done one in a while and the last one i did wasnt very upbeat.
I turn 21 in …
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Journal Entry for February 27, 2009
February 27, 2009 4:39pm
things have been complicated lately because so much is going on.
ive kinda lost track of everything and ive been battling a bout of depression lately …
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The Downward Spiral
February 6, 2009 5:07pm
Things lately havent been bad, maybe a little finacially hairy but not at all bad.
However, i have been so crazy lately its almost been a …
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Hugbook
Chicken Soup
have a better week!
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Hug
Hello. You are so pretty! I hope you accomplish your goal, best of luck.
Good Luck
Goodbye Ashley take care of yourself and best of luck in the future. I have enjoyed being your friend and thank you .
Little Love
Ashley,
Here's some love for you sweetheart. I hope you're feeling a bit better today. Take care and God Bless you my dear friend.
Hugs and Kisses,
Chris
Ray of Sunshine
Hi Hun,
Cheer up the day is almost over.
oxoxox
Shannon
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Self-Injury
Treatments
- Tattoos Working / Worked
- i just need more money to keep up with the amount of ink i would need to keep from cutting
Close Anxiety
I suffer from panic attacks when my stress levels reach a certain point. They are crippling and can effect me for days at a time.
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
- Works to an extent but when my stress gets too much and my mind starts racing....it just doesnt help anymore
- Lexapro Somewhat Helpful
- Was on this for several months till i lost my health insurance. Seemed like it helped my anxiety somewhat but i think i wasnt on a high enough doseage.
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)i was recently diagonsed (December 07) with bpd but was told that i have probably been afflicted with this from the time i was very young. I am desperatly seeking answers to this disorder but they know so little...its so frustrating.
Treatments
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- worked great until i had to come off of it due to money reasons....i wish i had a means of still affording it
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressionbeen suffering from depression since i was very young....just trying to find help
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- sort of helped...but i usually forgot everything after the session was over...prolly why i quit therapy
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- just helps to get stuff off my chest....but im usually too scared to share it with anyone....kinda sucks to feel so alone
Open Panic Attacks
just started getting major panic attacks about two years ago....i can only control them half the time...the other half of the time they are crippling
Open Bisexuality
um...im me =)
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
im me
Open Family Issues
Um...its complicated
Open Healthy Sex
ashdragon hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
