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hi fighting ed again how are u? glad to hear from ya!!! hope ur day is great!
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Hi ! Thanks for the Hug ! I'm glad to hear from you ! I hope you are doing well ! talk to you soon !
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Thanks for the comment on my pic ! Sorry I haven't been around here much ! I will try and improve ! Have a great day !
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Close Eating Disorders
Type: Bulimiahello i struggle with anorexia/ bulimia and a combination of the two...i also have depression and alcohol dependency thou want to stop.I,ve recently quit smoking and feel good doing so.
Treatments
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- at first it did and i found i felt better did not feel so down or worrying so much at first and for awhile but then it stopped working and had to keep upping the dosage to work the same i went off it and stopped on my own
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- was helpful to get things out instead of keeping them to myself or trying to figure everything out on my own...
Close Alcoholism
started drinking in my late teens to early 20,s...it was easy for me to get it cuz drinking was always in my house and my dad is also alcoholic.i actually did remain abstinent for 10 yrs only did it all on my own -no support ...here and there i attended an AA meeting but am not comfortable in gruop meetings..i have a very hard time talking thou found it helpful to stay and listen-ive been going on and off w/staying sober since longest 3- 6 months...
Treatments
- Cold Turkey Working / Worked
- after drinking days i get sick enuf and can make up my mind to just stop---
- Detox Somewhat Helpful
- i have been hospitalized for detox-ing only i find it more helpful to do so in my own home-y atmosphere and still able to be active enuf to "clean up" around the house doing chores also playing and being w/ my 4 cats is beneficial for me cuz i love animals!i try to get out doors too for short walks and fresh air
- Folic Acid Working / Worked
- i been on the prescription from various doctors and find it is useful can help one relax thru the withdrawal period
- Librium Working / Worked
- i have been worse enuf to get librium and like any drugs it WILL do its job i just dont care to replace drinking w/ another drug one can get addicted to anything if used or taken long enuf
- Sleep Not Working
- i find it very hard to relax enuf on my own to fall asleep so i take naps or lay down often and keep my eyes closed
- Willpower Working / Worked
- i pray for the ability to stop and after a long bout w/ drinking different drinks i just realize its what i need to do-
Open Depression
...i have really been and "felt" depressed most of my life-i been in and at alot ofcounseling places for treatment and my diagnosis is dysthmic (sp)? chronic depression
Treatments
- Lexapro Somewhat Helpful
- i was prescribed lexapro while in a hospital for alcohol abuse it seemed to help in the beginning but then wore off and dosage kept being increased and i didnt care for that so went off it myself/dont know whether to try again-----
- Meditation Working / Worked
- im just in the beginning stage of learning how/ i am hyper and its hard for me to relax
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- i find when my thoughts are totally negative i turn to using affirmations or turning my thinking around kind of challenge it maybe? but it works awhile but it doesnt seem to last or stay with me
- Prozac Not Working
- i felt too weird on it did not like the side effects
- Psychotherapy Considering
- i have been in so many different clinics i guess idid like going and i did find it helpful to have a "certain" someone i could trust and tell my troubles too continually on a scheduled basis so im trying to maybe get back into therapy currently
- Writing Working / Worked
- i really love and enjoy expresing myself thru writing i do find it difficult if not impossible at times talking verbally
Open Self-Injury
i used self injury a very long time ago in my early to late 20,s---i started out cutting and then switched to burning--i pretty much stuck to thatbut iremember the only reason being was after cutting it was always too hard to cover up hide the mess no blood w/ blistering althou sometimes theyd burst but only a clear fluid leaks--i somehow need the pain to make or own my pain-i dont know where my feelings go and its hard when i get overwhelmed stressed out--
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- i used to be in therapy however even thou my counselor was aware of my s.i.,ng they did not do anything to try and get me to stop i had to stop on my own----
- Talking Considering
- i cannot really talk about it--especially after ive cut or burned but i like to write or go online for help---
Open Multiple Personalities
hello my name is jen, jenni, (jenny) jennifer ect...im not sure if im multiple .have never been diagnosed-well i pretend-- i do not have any memory lapses or forgetting things or buying things i dont know of--i started this game in my head im very unhappy who i am- always been unhappy who iam how i look /DONT look why not make up bein different " looking" people i know how each one looks and what they like even why they are but i know i do not switch -i just do it in my head as a game ---
