ghee's Journal

The last couple of days I have been working on some lyrics that had been going around my head. Any day now I will start working on the music. So tonight I  read whitedolphins post "feeling creative" , she had made a new myspace about Fibromyalgia and had the link in her post. I went to the link (book marked it) and it was fantastic, wonderfully done, and then I saw it.... in the lower left bottomish of her page.  Don't Judge Me. Here is mine

Don't Judge Me

No don't judge me. You don't know my story.

You don't know why I've ever shed a tear,

laughed out loud or gone crazy.

No, you don't know a thing about me.

I've live my life just like you, because I 'm here,

sometimes lonely, lord, sometimes scared.

Who would choose a life like mine ?

where fatigue is my constant companion.

 Pain with no relief, you don't feel it's weight

 crushing down upon me, or know

 the fear that's always gnawing at me,  

Still you judge me ?

I've made mistakes just like I knew what I was doing.

To stop the pain is what consumes me.

I want you to know I see the way you look at me,

like so many others do. Your eyes tell it all...

 you can't understand, so you don't believe me,  easier for you

 to  think I'm lazy, a con or a tad bit crazy.

So you don't lend a hand, you'll let me struggle.

  So you don't know my story, why I've ever shed a tear,

laughed out loud or gone crazy. 

 don't judge me

(still a work in progress)