I am updating my profile about me. Now, I'm 39, left my wonderful home on my b-day and am now in Decatur, IN, where I was born, with my dad. At this time, I've been here almost 4 months. I love my boyfriend very much and will never lose that. I have been diagnosed w/depression, anxiety, and last year, Bipolar 2. I am REALLY trying to cope and find myself.
I am updating my profile about me. Now, I'm 39, left my wonderful home on my b-day and am now in Decatur, IN, where I was born, with my dad. At this time, I've been here almost 4 months. I love my boyfriend very much and will never lose that. I have been diagnosed w/depression, anxiety, and last year, Bipolar 2. I am REALLY trying to cope and find myself.
Reading, watching movies or TV. Being on the computer consumes me!!!
Reading, watching movies or TV. Being on the computer consumes me!!!
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lorilyn wrote a journal entry: My life sucks........ 5:14pm
I guess Jim called here Friday night and talked tomy aunt and told her to make sure I NO LONGER call…
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lorilyn wrote a journal entry updating their Be a happy person goal 10:05am
Kind of down, haven't heard yet if I get another interview, hopefully I'll hear today. I need…
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November 18, 2009 5:14pm
I guess Jim called here Friday night and talked tomy aunt and told her to make sure I NO LONGER call his mom or send him letters. I was …
November 3, 2009 10:05am
Kind of down, haven't heard yet if I get another interview, hopefully I'll hear today. I need to get my evaluation done for my license …
October 29, 2009 8:16pm
I re-read some of my entries, good God!!!! I am blind sometimes! But I guess that's human nature. Can't change the …
October 29, 2009 6:59pm
Well, I had my 1st interview today at Follett in McHenry. Hopefully I wowed them enough for a 2nd. I REALLY need something to do with …
October 8, 2009 8:08am
So, still in Illinois, became a resident back in June. My cousin told me I should have talked to him about Rob before I got …
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I have been off & on Lexapro, wellbutrin, bu-spar, Effexor, but can't find one right for me. I'm also depressed and just don't know how to deal sometimes. maybe I'm just messing my meds up, maybe I'm incurable! I got an IUD (5 year) in 3 yrs. ago and believe some of it is that, not had much luck w/the b-c and my moods.
I have such rage that comes out when I've had ENOUGH! I hold in alot, but will see red and explode and the thoughts I get sometimes are evil and need tamed. I can go off at the drop of a hat, at times. I honestly believe there is something wrong with me that contributed to my feelings today. I don't like the way I feel sometimes. I want to hurt those who have hurt me, maybe just by words, but those words are evil at times. Can you help me?
I have had asthma since 1991, diagnosed. I am on Proventil,now, was albuterol, Advair and Singular. I have been in the hospital twice, both for 4 days, ICU for 2, each time, ad I haven't given up smoking. I stopped for 2 years, before the hospital, and 8 months after the second time. I need help convincing myself the up-side and that life is worth living. i have my doubts, days, but don't want to die. I need support, can you all help?
I just went to a new doctor who told me I may be Bi-polar 2. I have alot of anger issues, my mood changes, I do have depression and anxiety, I don't know. I also have an IUD and thinking back when being on birth control, I had the same simptoms, so I don't know. I'm worried about myself. Can you help?
My dad is an alchoholic, hasn't drank in about 30 yrs. My mom is borerline and codependant also, my stepdad and her current boyfriend.I found out in rehab I AM! I have the book 'Codependant No More' and LOVE IT! But how do you live by it? I have a boyfriend who says I do too much for him, he drinks also, and I have found myself being very on HIM, or THEM, than me, no matter what, or who.I want THEM to be happy first, me second.
Ihave 2 DUIs on my record, I have been sent to jail for Domestic Violence, and just had the cops called for attempted suicide, while drunk. I NEED HELP!!!
I have been with my boyfriend for 4 yrs and we've been up & down so much! I love him more than life, but am hurt by his accusations and he by my mouth, can't shut up. I had to leave again, probably for good now. i had to send him to jail and feel AWFUL!!!
