aagghhh
August 17, 2009 9:36pm
so i so the doc again last week, and i don't want to go on about how unwell it went. i forgot that i wrote about here and i'm glad i …
jessica812p
12:26am, July 24, 2009
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About Me
jessica812p
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About Me
I am 31, stay at home mom of three wonderful kids. married for 13 yrs to my high school sweetheart. we try to make it work but not always easy. just looking for some people who i can talk to so i dont' feel so alone and crazy with my own thoughts.
I am 31, stay at home mom of three wonderful kids. married for 13 yrs to my high school sweetheart. we try to make it work but not always easy. just looking for some people who i can talk to so i dont' feel so alone and crazy with my own thoughts.
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Interests
drawing, knitting, reading, going to beaches or wherever there is water with my family, laughing and having a good time with those i love
drawing, knitting, reading, going to beaches or wherever there is water with my family, laughing and
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just want to feel better
July 24, 2009 12:26am
i am so sick of fighting to feel normal .. well maybe not normal more like just wnt to feel ok. i feel so lonely. i want to start old …
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crazy
June 18, 2009 9:20am
ok so i'm feeling ok today, I feel that i have been through so much the past few weeks and overcoming so much between leaving the house for …
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still smoke free yeah
February 6, 2009 11:40am
I am officially done with smoking forever. i feel that i have passed the ulitmate tests this past few weeks. The biggest test was having …
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Been a while
January 29, 2009 8:12pm
The panic is still going on, its still at the point where i'm afraid to eat food because i think everything is going to either give me an …
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Tomorrow will be better!!!! If you ever need a ear!
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I’m With You
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Just checking in to see how you are doing and send a hug your way. It always helps me....
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Sexual Abuse
I don't know, its weird to tell my story. i still haven't told my newest therapist, or the last therapist. I think writting is easier though. I was abused by my father from 9-17. i think the hardest part is not being able to hate him for what he did.
Treatments
- Art Somewhat Helpful
- i love to draw, but finding time is difficult. also some of my drawings have subtle emotion that my last therapist noticed that i hadn't. i should try to use this more efficiently to help me.
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- i think it was helpful but the anxiety took over and i found it harder and harder to go.
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI've been dealing with depression since i was little. Severity changes, but its always there.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
Open Panic Attacks
i was 12 when i had my first panic attack. i have had general anxiety since i was 9. i rarely leave the house and i want it to stop.
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
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