lasthopem's Journal

so now mum has decided she is coming to stay tomorrow night now.  Ill believe it when i see it lol.  I got my daily positive thoughts message sent to my by survivable - thankyou, and the funny one-liner that she sent today made me laugh so I thought id share ti with you all.  It was this:  They say a marriage is made in heaven, but then, so are thunder and lightning.  So true.  Remind me never to get married lol.

 I saw 4 snakes today.  three tiger snakes and a dugite, all poisonous.  It was a warm day so i suppose they all came out of their little hidey holes to get warm.  I think  there are way more around this year than last, well, i have seen as many already this year as i did all of last year, and its not even summer yet.

all my bones are achy today too, maybe its the change in weather i dont know but its no fun.

at least it should be warm for getting up for work tomorrow morning.  I enjoyed my sleep in this morning though, i really needed it.  But i hate getting up when it is freezing outside.  It is so much easier when its warmer... and its getting to the point now where its almost sunrise when i leave for work at 4.15am, at least its already light. Its also no fun starting in the dark.  I dont see well at the best of times as you probably already know.

i am glad i have this job in the mornings though... as much as i hate getting up early and as much as i hat ethe job itself... it gets me out of the house for a bit.  Ive been spending way too much time at home curled up on the couch lately and if i didnt have to get up for work, I dont think id get up at all most days.

Theres one good thing about never getting off the couch... I dont ess the house up lol.  - But just because I dont mess it up doesnt mean it stays clean either,  because in the last week or so, the kittens have got big enough to jump up on things and knock off whatever isnt bolted down, and also have learnbed how to get the lid off the rubbish bin and get their little food packets out even though they are empty.  I quite often get up to find a kitchen floor covered in whiskas singles packets and two kittens looking at me like, "wel it wasnt us".  Oh, and a couple of days ago, I got up tofind my make up strewn from one end of the bathroom to the other because they had knocked me make up bag off the bathroom sink and it had landed upside down, and was full of "toys"  it must have been great fun.  It wasnt fun scrubbing bright eyeshadow out of old (and thus a little pourous) tiles though... I now have a slightly technicolour bathroom floor.  Hopefully it will wear out after a bit lol.

Well, im going to go to bed.  I am not overly tired though so i dont know what kind of night im going to have.  I have to be REALLY tred to sleep for more than three hours straight, so we'll see.  The good thing about it is if I dont sleep I dont have nightmares.  Sometimes thats a better payoff, coz i end up just as, if not more, exhausted after a night of nightmares than after a sleepless might.

til next time,

M