trapped
I'm really down tonight. not sure what is going on. I saw that my face was blochy and red and I freaked out. I feel …
so mum might not be coming to stay on friday night now. She said that dad might be getting the day off work on saturday and if he does, she wants to send the time with him. Thats ok. I still dont know if i ws looking forward to it or not anyway.
My neighbours are going to give me trouble tonight. I went ot my ex's mum's for dinner like i do every wednesday night and when i got home, they were in ful swing, and I dont see their "party" (which basically consists of them getting drunk and using Dog knows what drugs in a huge mob of em in their back yard. I can almost guarantee that when they rise sometime after lunch tomorrow (after only going to bed after sunrise)therewill be at least three or four more holes in teir wall and more additions to the already offensive graffiti that they have sprayed everywhere.
I dont really care so long as they leave me and my animals alone. But last time (ok, so maybe a few times ago) one of the guys told me if my dog didnt stop barking he was going to poisin her... but she was only barking coz he was whacking the fence with a stick. So I just hope that they dont stir her up tonight and then get angry at her for jut being a typical dog.
well, im really tired. i dont have to get up for work tomorrow morning so im really looking forward to seeping in. Not that i probably will sleep in, but at least i dont have to drag myself out of bed in the freezing cold.
Till next time
M
I'm really down tonight. not sure what is going on. I saw that my face was blochy and red and I freaked out. I feel …
Really struggling alot today with so many things. Not sure how things will go from here on out.No phone calls about …
And so I t ook in my nephew because I love him and I really do want him to be well as he can be and to live his life to …