trapped
I'm really down tonight. not sure what is going on. I saw that my face was blochy and red and I freaked out. I feel …
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lasthopem 
7:42am Yesterday
ive had a crappy day. i have a crappy life. i like the idea my sis and i were talking about this morning even tjough we both know its wrong.
i really am an f'ed up person.
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Proverb:3:5: Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.
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You're not. f'ed!!! you're struggling at the moment but you're still trying to make it through another day and that's what matters......don't stop trying!!!
looking0around
I certainly am not leaning on my own understanding - its wrthless... and I wonder sometimes why I dont just stop trying to make it through another day - whats it all worth in the end? Nothing, really.
lasthopem
hmmm....ya...I at times also feel that....and question the point of trying to keep going.
My answer....is I want to know what it's like to not be haunted by memories and to actually want to get up and wish for the day to last, rather than for it to end....I want to know what that's like...and to find out what love means.....
idk...just got to keep trying...and keep hope... it could always get better....
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