lasthopem's Journal

Well, today has been wierd.  Apart from the horrible (sometimes making me double-over) stomach cramps ive had nearly all day, and the absolutely miserable weather, Its been a good day. I had work which was cool coz i like work, and the boss wasnt there today - shes on holidays so we basically do what we like (so long as the work gets done), so I spent my day helping one of the girls with the kids activities (they had a music party today to celebrate end of the school term - And, no, our library is definitely not a quiet, sit down and read a book library, its very "kiddie" focussed), then i got the task of spray-painting terracotta pots ready for another upcomming kids activity.  Then I unpacked the exchange books (my usual job on a monday) and shelved them ready for the people who have reserved them.  Then i sat and had a coffee with the girls and gossipped. Then came home.

This afternoon, i thought, its so cold im gonna go have a sleep, but soon as i laid down, the girl who approached me at church yesterday knocked on ym door, asking if i wanted to go have a coffee with her.  So we did, and it was really good, like the old times we had when we were really close friends.  She had to go after a bit though coz her bub was getting really tired and grumpy, but we are difinitely going to do that again.  Its nice to have her back as a friend.  she was pretty cool.  Even though its wierd trying to get used to the fact shes now married and a mum. But ill get used to it.

Theres someone else Ive met a church too, and i think thats part of why i keep going back, because its almot as though i feel like i have a schoolgirl crush on this guy, but im too scared to do anything about it, until i get to know him better, but you know how you are just drawn to certain people, well i find myself following him around the room with my eyes, and blushing slightly when he talks to me which is so not like me at all.

I am going to try and develop a friendship with him and see if it goes anywhere, but im certainly not going to jump into anything.  But i think im going to be at church fairly regularly now LOL.  He did ask me for my phone number "just in case" yesterday.

So yeah, wierd day today, some really good points, some really bad points but you cant ask for moer than that now can you.

Oh, another thing - m doc went behind my back and referred me to the lovcal travelling shrink, so now i gotta go see her on wednesday.  Her assistant rang me today and said she had been given instructions to fit me in asap - I am intrigued now, to find out just what doc has said to her lol - guess we'll find out wednesday.

And I set up a twitter account today - for my cat.  Its a bit of a laugh, but it keeps me busy.  

Got my phone back, but no purse.  Its really bugging me.

Anyways, laters,

M