lasthopem's Journal

work tomorrow again, but im looking forward to it.

ive decided that my brother just doesnt understand, and how can he, he hasnt been through any of it, so il just have to let him think what he thinks and do the best i can.  (much thanks to the people who gave me advice both here and in the forum).

I also went to church again today, and surprise surprise (a good ne believe it or not), someone i knew ages ago, but who ha barely spoken to me in several ears came up to me and said she is so sorry she has been distant, but maybe i can forgive her and we can go out for a coffee maybe...  I was a litle gobsmacked tbh, but i said yes, im into giving people a fair go, i dont know why she became distant in thw first place, but im not about to push her away.  Mabe she only wants to get something out of me, but maybe he does actualy want to strike up that friendship again.  we were quite good friends before. 

Its wierd now though, because she is maried and has an 8 month old baby now, so ive got a lot of catching up to do.

Hopefully it will turn out to be a good thing.

In the meantime though, i have to somehow arrange to get my mobile phone and purse off my parents (yes, im stupid and left them both out there on the farm)... go figure.  I made the effort to ring them yesterday and see if they could send them into town with their boss out there maybe.  they said they would see.  In the meantime im eft with no money and no mobile - my sis is gonna be freaking because i havent replied to any texts she might have sent.

Well, thats about it for today - im off to go have a few beers with my 78yr? old neighbour - it sounds strange but she is a laugh and one of m good friends. 

Its good to be home.